`Materialistic Rush

Moving over to Tumblr.

2010-01-12T13:49:00.004+08:00

"Moving to Tumblr"

Change of site for my updates - Yes, I will be leaving my Blogger for awhile. It seems much easier and fun-er to use Tumblr and thus, my regular updates will be there. I won't delete this Blogger. Just that my updates will be at Tumblr for the moment. Do visit there :)

Ps: Click on the image above to go to my Tumblr site.

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

Will be 'away'

2009-12-30T08:21:00.006+08:00

"Ofide: Sessions with the Rocking Duos"

Will be back to blogger, but not too soon - Apparently I am rather too 'lazy' t get my blog updated because there are tools for micro-blogging such as Twitter and I update that regularly. So, I pretty much don't have stuffs to really talk about here. I mean there are but it is just so limited :P Whatever the case is, I won't abandon this. I just need to find a time when I can just sit down and get this fingers moving and my ass stuck to this chair and glued to Blogger :P

Anyhoo, for now, just follow my tweets and plurks to keep yourself updated and, do catch my Vlog sessions with Rocking Duo! :) I just uploaded them. Our latest 2 episodes and we will keep it going :D

Pretty much that is all for now. Just, stay tuned :)

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

Penned it all here.

2009-12-06T17:24:00.002+08:00

"I need that, spend that, drop it like a Cadillac"

Those Family 'Get-togethers' - Not because I was lazy or something to reason myself out to not update a few days ago. Well, I even made a promise with myself to update daily if possible. Actually, I have been out late at night with my family.

As much as sometimes it feels awkward to actually seat at the dining area with your family as compared to sitting at the dining area with your close friends. Well, the only reason to it is as such is because even though you are blood related, you are not as closed to your family as to you and your friends. This 'awkward-ness' shouldn't be felt as far as you are part of you family. I've learned from it a few months ago. Having to always be home rarely because of practices or such, and now, things just gets better with my family.

Anyhoo, I have been out with my family and my neighbour, basically my relatives! Yeah, my they are my neighbours. Just a few houses down. Every night, either families would drop by to the other home. To an extend, it feels as though we both own two homes, seriously.

Since it is just nearby, we dropped by at E-hub for a bowl a few nights ago. I was just there to watch actually :P I mean, I was so shagged! Right after practice, on the way home, they called and said to hurry back and drop by to my cousins' place and go bowling with them. Obviously, too tired to bowl :P

Also, the night after that, we had a very late dinner at Swensens! Wait, more like we headed there just for ice-cream :) Also, the Airport was just a five minutes drive away anyways. Gosh, I totally like where I am staying now.

Anyhoo, I ordered my all time favourite Sticky Chewy Chocolate! Thanks to twitter, my followers gave suggestions :) Namely some would be Yayat and Kane :P Both ended up fighting and in the end, and gave me a 'smack' because I chose none of their suggestions :P Yayat said Earthquake, Kane said Celebrity Brownie :P Sorry you both! I still can't resist my all time favourite right? :P

I am just really thankful with the family I have.

Pride vs Arrogance - We are all gifted or talented in our own different ways. It just depends as to whether we end up discovering them. Have you ever thought Susan Boyle would have one of the world's greatest vocals around? Exactly.

If anyone would ever to see anyone showcasing their very own talent, no matter who that person is, be it a stranger or what so ever, we would end up feeling proud for him/her. Happy. But, do you know what turns you off after that? Their noses get figuratively higher. They feel like as though they're on the top of the world, and the people around them are small fries compared to them. Somehow or rather, no matter if you choose to or not, they end up being 'big-headed'.

Everyone is guilty. Even I would say that I was ever in that position. Pride is just something that is rather hard to tame. In a sense that humility isn't 'stronger' or 'bigger' to balance the pride. Once it doesn't balance, and pride is heavier, arrogance sips in. If humility is heavier, humble-ness sips in.

Simply said, there is nothing wrong to have pride as long as humility is present.

Messed up - That is pretty much how it is in my mind. It just really suck, big time. I am the type of person that, if I plan to get something done, it has to be done. If not, it will remain stuck in my mind and I can never focus on anything else.

The thing is, what makes matters worse is that there are external 'stuffs' that disallow completion. That is unfair. We always like to say 'That is not fair. This is unfair" Well, look at ourselves. Aren't you a reason for that? Come on, it takes two hands to clap. Then again, God damn it, it takes one to start.

I am just disappointed of why people always make assumptions. Disappointed, and very irritated. And how selfish people are nowadays. How not thoughtful they are. And how people always think the world revolves like how they like or want it to be.

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

Back to writing it all down.

2009-11-29T11:34:00.008+08:00

"You popped my heart seams; On my bubble dreams, bubble dreams"

With a whole new URL - Like yeah, obviously. Anyways, welcome back! I mean, should I be welcoming you guys here, or you guys should welcome me back here? :P Kidding! I mean, I have been on hiatus in Blogger apparently. As usual, the laziness here and there. Come on, everyone has that awful 'L' monster in them. It just depends if you can tame it or not and apparently, I couldn't :P

Anyways, I am back now. It is a normal Sunday and apparently staying in my crib for the whole day. How's me? Let's just say everything is going well, and obviously there are 'ups and downs'. Who doesn't right. A brief summary of what has been going on would be; FFDC. Moving of home. Dance Xplosion. Dance. Sick. School. Girlicious. The Pussycat Dolls. Lady Gaga. Neopets. Power Rangers.

Don't mind the last two points, just missing those times and I decided to 'get back' into them.

Dance Xplosion 4 - It was definitely a big stage for my Dollz had to take. Be it literally or figuratively. It was definitely an experience to take back with us to learn and to churn our weak points to strengths in the near future. It was fun definitely and we did our best.

Thank you so much to those who came down and gave your support for FFDC. It really did mean a lot to each one of us. Really :) Yesterday was the finals. Congratulations to Emerged, Dirty and Funky Nutz! You guys were awesome! Dope. Obviously, I mean they were winners :D No matter what, my favourites are still the Fantastic Remix.

After the competition, chilled with Arman, Fadh, Mia, Yayat and the Faddies. It was great catching up with them :D All the never ending nonsense. "Mia was too early for Christmas!" :P

"I am indeed proud to be a Doll, proud of my Dollz, I heart all of my Dollz." It says it all.

Keep yourself healthy - Especially in this season. Right now, it is just so usual to hear or to know of someone falling ill. Apparently I was a victim for almost 3 weeks. Everyday, I can never stand up strong, literally. Flu, Fever, Sore Throats. Having dance practices almost everyday, I definitely didn't get the needed time for rest.

It woke me up. Normally, I don't fall sick that easily. In a room of people, I tend to be the only one not falling sick. Well, that changed 3 weeks ago. It hit me in the head that I shouldn't care less about it and start getting the right food and drinks in my body. Less fast food, more fruits. More water, less gassy drinks. More sleep, less staying awake.

I do not run Marathons - But instead, I go on TV shows or movie marathons. Currently watching; The Pussycat Dolls Presents: Girlicious, The Search For The Next Doll, Power Rangers Lost Galaxy.

The first two is a definite for me. Obviously. Huge fans of Robin Antin's work: The Pussycat Dolls and Girlicious. These two shows is a must watch for those dancers who are inspired like them or aspire to go in that direction or so. They actually teach you qualities that are important or effective to have as a performer/dancer/singer.

One thing for sure, by watching these two, it boost my confidence up and also, gave me the boost to work hard to earn those qualities. I look up to them, to all of them. And it would be a dream to be able to ever perform like them. Really. It would be something I want to work for and feel the sense of success in doing so.

As for Power Rangers Lost Galaxy, call me immature or whatever but I just miss it. Who doesn't grow up watching Power Rangers? There were so many 'seasons'. Be it the Mighty Morphine and now Jungle Fury. Be it classic or pathetic.

Don't you not miss those times when you would imagine you are blue or pink or green or yellow or red ranger and play with your siblings or cousins? It is like you could just be in your world, control whatever happens in there. Where you just express yourself with the strength. The feeling of saving someone in any 'battle'.

I could clearly remember, no matter what, my favourite would be Blue Ranger. Maybe because my favourite colour was blue back then? I don't know but yes, it is always my favourite ranger. Okay, I think I should cut from this topic :P I just really miss it okay! :D

Rocking Duo - It has been days since I've seen him! So busy with his work :P He has already gotten his I-pod right? :P Congrats on that! :D Today is his last day of work and he has been sick. I think he got it from me :P He lost his voice 2 days ago. so today is his third day without a 'normal' voice :P So sorry! Get well soon bitch! Do pray that he gets better! :D E-leee!

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

Hiatus in Blogger.

2009-11-10T23:10:00.004+08:00

"I will be back to blogging"

Should be less than a week. And offline in blogger only yeah. Just stay tuned okay? Will be back :)

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

Know things that you don't know.

2009-10-29T23:18:00.001+08:00

"I want your drummer, the touch of your healing"

The Fame Monster - The all time Lady Gaga is releasing that album in November. I will definitely be one of those screaming fans when I get to hold/own that album. Come to think of it, I don't even own The Fame. Shameful right? And I call myself a Lady Gaga fanatic. Pathetic :P

Her latest single is 'Bad Romance'. Definitely a track that would appeal to all kinds of genres as compared to her previous songs that only appeals to pop. This track as my playing repeatedly on my MP3. Her vocals, they are totally awesome. Go listen :)

A whole new home, a whole new life - In less than 24 hours, I will be officially staying at Loyang Rise, Pasir Ris. Yes, moving house. Right now, the house which I am at right now, is filled with packed stuffs in boxes. There is even hardly space for us to walk normally :P

I just came home from my new home, to check it out. Totally liking my room! As in, the size and everything. The bed room's toilet is seriously, fantastic. I am just jealous that my younger sisters' room, their wardrobe, is actually also door to their room's toilet! As in, they have one huge wardrobe. And one of the doors, is like an entrance. So if you open it, you will see another door. And that door, is the toilet's door. Awesome right?

Once again, impressed with my parents' taste. They basically renovated the whole house, designed here and there. "Mommy, you're one diva." :D

Honestly, as much as I am excited for my new crib, I am definitely sad, deep within that I will be moving very soon. Just recently, I actually had a reason to like staying around here. Just recently. And I HAD to move out after discovering it. Well, I don't control life right? Let's just say, as much as I am happy about it, I am not. Reason why? That's for you to know.

Farewell, Chris - Had a reunion lunch meet up with my previous semester's class, W46P, because one of my classmate will be going to Texas. It definitely great to see all of them again. As much as I didn't like going to school back then, but hey, they're still a nice bunch of people :)

Had pizza for lunch and definitely come catching up was done. Anyhoo, I do wish him all the best there at Texas and I do hope he will keep the small notes we made. Best wishes, Choco Rush :) - Oh he calls me that because I always buy chocolates and share with the class :P

Congratulations Rocking Duo - I am just really proud of him, very much indeed. See what I mean? You did it, because you believed yourself. That is something you should always remember okay? Keep that in mind. Keep it up and you will get one step higher each day. I knew you can, and guess what! You did :)

Not much tonight, but one thing for sure, there is a lot that I have to stay. Continue dropping by alright? :)

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

Back To Time.

2009-10-28T21:06:00.008+08:00

"I'm the truth and the truth don't lie"

No more 'hiatus' mode - I seriously have to get out from being lazy and really take up my responsibility by updating my blog and tumblr. Whoops to me for being God damn lazy :P So sorry for being annoying to actually just leave my blog be, just like that. Okay, I know some of you won't even bother. But, just saying :)

Hari Raya Outings with FFDC - One thing for sure, it was fun-tabulous. Both Saturdays were just awesome! Yes, I know. That was really long ago. Hari Raya was so last month, but hey, the memories were not. Everyday, I would always remember the craziness we had on both Saturdays :) Just let the photos paint the picture okay?

My everyday - You all should know that I practically spend most of time with my Dollz :) We've been preparing for two projects at this moment. One would be a performance at a Hotel. One routine of ourselves, and another with Jannah from SI. The other would be for a competition, Dance Xplosion 4.

Last Sunday, we just had our rehearsals for the performance at the Hotel. It was really just, 'do it once and we're done' kind of thing? They just wanted to check how long it was and such. Videos are all at our FaceBooks and blogs. So yeah, I don't think I need to put it up here. It was great! Totally liked the experience. Made friends with them, and the SI alumni. Johnathon and Justin couldn't make it. We'll be meeting them this Thursday :)

Girlicious Fever - Yes, I have been quarantined with this disease for weeks! Okay, that is lame. But you get what I mean. I've been really addicted to these four girls. Yes, they're so a year ago 'thing' but well, sometimes we just start getting back to being addicted to something right? Well yeah! :)

This time, I practically know more of them and everything. Honestly, after watching the episodes of Pussycat Dolls Presents: Girlicious, I am actually rather sad that Tiffanie is not part of the group anymore :( She is really a nice person after all. Omgosh, I shouldn't assume anymore. At first, I never did like her. Total opposite now.

Nichole Cordova is still my favourite. Her attitude on the stage, how I wish I can pick that up from her. Yes, she is rather not as 'loud' or 'noisy' as the others. She is matured okay! (Looks at Zul) And fine, I admit. I do like Christina's vocals, no doubt. Happy? :P

Second school semester - It has been great! That is one thing for sure! Totally liking school. Believing or not, I do :) My class is pretty much where I enjoy being in. Even though the traveling

Okay, that is just for now. Just bringing back the 'past'. An outdated post that is :) One more post coming up! :)

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

Festive Brunch.

2009-09-25T23:05:00.004+08:00

"I need someone to refill me"

Paradiso Girls; Patron Tequila - If you guys are following, you should know that right now, I am hooked on a song sung by those girls above, Paradiso Girls, called 'Patron Tequila'. Never heard of it? Well, it is one of my songs in my playlist for my blog. Rocking Duo and I can't stop singing it! Awesome shitz :D Until, we get SplitPartner to like it :P Anyways, they're another work done after Girlicious formed by the greatest Robin Antin. I guess thats why their music appeals to me? You know what is so cool about them? They have three main singers, one rapper and one DJ. Can't wait for the release of their debut album this year called 'Crazy Horse'. Interesting.

One of my favourites from 'Paradiso Girls' is definitely Chelsea Korka. Her vocals are amazing and it totally kicks off with her style, fashion style. Yes, she was one of the competitors in a series called "Pussycat Dolls Present: The Search For The Next Doll". She used to have issues with her dance abilities but, it looks like she had a slight improvement. But oh wells, her vocals totally steals the audience.

And oh, have I not tell you, she replied to my tweet in Twitter, twice. Yes, twice! And that made me crazy. Like seriously crazy. Also, Aria from Paradiso Girls, the one with the short blonde hair, she sent me two 'Direct Messages' to me in Twitter. Gosh, if only the Pussycat Dolls do that! I would faint, I swear.

Selamat Hari Raya - This year, my family decided to go all Orange. Yes Rocking Duo, it is 'dark yellow'. In case you're wondering, he has 'issues' with Orange. He hates the colour so he calls it 'Dark Yellow'. Haha, just don't mind him. Haha. Anyways, and yeah, my brothers and I decided to wear Kurtas/Punjabi suits this year. Apparently, so did Rocking Duo! Cool or what.

This year's is same like last year's. Maybe better? Well, it just sucks that now, it is in the midst of schooling and everything. Normally, last time, it would be during the holidays. So there were non-stop visiting and everyone is really baking and serious about preparing for the festive celebration. Since now it is during the 'busy' months, some seem to care less.

For instance, we only baked three types of cookies. Sugee, Cheese Biscuits and Honey Flakes. And yes, I baked all of them with my Mom since I wasn't schooling and everything. It was fun, very. But hell yeah it was tiring.

This year's might be on a sadder note for me because, I didn't get to celebrate it with my elder sister and, she really means a lot to me. She has to go to Malaysia and visit her in-laws and that sucks. Gosh, I felt so empty on such a happy season. Also, she will be leaving for Yamen in a week from now for 4-5 years. I swear to you, I would be the one crying my heart out, the most. Trust me. I am just treasuring every moment with her now.

I would remember, the night of Hari Raya, when we had our hug and our says for forgiveness and every single word she said to me, to take of myself when she leaves. I hold back my tears but in the end, I hid in my Grandparents' room to tear. I didn't want anyone to know. Well, I don't know why either.

I will miss you Sisiter, so much. Please, don't go.

Time to save up; Nike Kicks - You see those? I will be saving up for them. Yes! For those. I am not sure which colour to pick just yet but, I got to have the money first. My Converse is practically dying out, or should I say, tearing out pretty soon. So I better get one of those to replace it. And besides, it should last longer, really longer.

These are the ones Rocking Duo is saving up for. Totally like it! Both of ours are about the same just that mine has higher cuts and maybe thinner. Well yeah. I have a 'thing' for high cuts :D Pray for us that we will save up as fast as possible yeah? Come on, invite me for more 'Jalan Rayers'! Kidding, just kidding :P

Brunch with my Dolls; Manhatten's Fish Market - Yes, had our brunch there. Rocking Duo and I introduced this restaurant to them. Thanks to Ella for organizing this meet-up! :) Those who awesome-ly came were Arman, Fee, Ella and Haziqah. We, they, enjoyed the food, so much! Agreed? We had so much fun. Gosh, it is so great to finally get to meet them again. There were usual crappings we say across the table. Actually, everywhere :P

Anyhoo, we were waited by Nabilla. She seriously gave us the best service we ever had for our whole entire life, eating in a restaurant. Seriously. We totally gave her good feedback when we had to do a survey. She was friendly, generous, well-mannered and she was a friend. Let the photos talk

After that scrumptious meal, we chilled outside and saw the F1 thingy. Many celebrities are here in our Singapore for that. The tours, and for the F1 Rocks. Awesome right? Beyonce, Lindsay Lohan, Girlicious, Drake Bell, No Doubt, B.E.P and more.

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

Hope pushes you, it stirs you.

2009-09-16T23:57:00.000+08:00

"Cherry cherry boom boom"

FFDC'; The Dollz had their discussion - It was rather a short day at our practice grounds because we some had to leave early. We discussed what is up for us for 'Dance Xplosion'. I came rather later because I had my hair done with Haziqah. Gosh, my favourite stylist doesn't work there anymore, sad news. Also, I missed SplitPartner in his school uniform. That is seriously a rare thing to see, you know. Never mind then :P

After so, stayed with Rocking Duo and Haziqah and had a little mini practice, basically running the choreographies again and again. And oh, Rocking Duo brought his whole 'Stitch Family'! The bigger blue is 'Papa Stitch', the brown is 'Mama Stitch', the smaller blue is 'Brother Stitch' and the pink is 'Sister Angel'. He is looking for a white Stitch. Anybody know where to get it? Do tag if you do :)

Hope; It is there to believe, but do you? - Hope is to believe in something that you wish to happen. Sometimes, it leads to disappointment and sometimes, it goes on a way happier note. Whenever things do get out of hand, we tend to hope for the better. We hope that it gets fixed and bad things won't happen.

Do you not know the strength of hope is massive. Whenever we hope for something, our inner soul just longs for something with a very powerful aura because we believe, we believe in hoping that something does happen. Whenever things doesn't seem to go your way, just hope. Hope for the best and may it just be 'granted'. At least as far as I know, hope keeps us going whenever things goes bad. It is one of the reasons as to why, we wouldn't give up.

Spring cleaning; Not my home but my hamsters' - The festive season is just around the corner and everyone is practically spring cleaning their house. Making their homes different as compared to the previous year. Gosh, I wonder when I would start getting my room all tidied up. Well, looks like I will tomorrow.

Apparently, I decided to get my hamsters' home all cleaned up first. I mean, having them is part of the house decor right? I mean, entertainment for the visitors? :P Joking about that. But yeah, I cleaned it up with the help of my three siblings. And ps: My three hamster-lings are oh so grown and they're simply cute. Watch the video in my 'Twitvid' widget on the right. Currently, looking for a good and fun cage for them :)

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

It is the effort.

2009-09-15T22:03:00.001+08:00

"Take your bait before I pay you out"

School's Semester Break; Use the time wisely - You should know that I am currently in a semester break all the way until the 27th of September. Basically, I am left with a week or so. Honestly, it just sucks that it doesn't clash with the secondary school's term break. Like can you imagine, my siblings and friends go for their holidays in November and December, I am stuck at home because I have classes to attend to. Sucks right?

I mean, honestly, I rather stay here than go for a holiday but, you know. Having the whole idea of different term breaks. That sucks. At least I am able to make full use of this for hours and hours with Rocking Duo and having dance practices with my Dollz. Instead of rushing out of school all the time for that. Well, in a week or so, it is going to repeat itself. Sad thing yeah.

What is the point of me thinking about all these now. It has not happened yet, so, I better make full use of these 'last few days' during this break. One thing for sure, I am not really looking forward for next semester. I've never liked school remember?

FFDC; Today's practice - Guess what, Rocking Duo has gotten another to add on to his 'Stitch Family'. It is this cute little pink animal, 'Angel'. The brown one above was the one he won about a month ago. Remember? It was mentioned in one of our "Ofide : Sessions with the Rocking Duos". Aren't they both cute? There is still two more at his crib, he'll be bringing them tomorrow. Well, I hope so :)

Today's practice was rather shorter? But, what the heck we had fun. The rest learned Rocking Duo's choreography. Totally liking it yeah? Two thumbs up for that. Totally :D Well, I just really have to tell my body to keep up with the beat. Come on, be obedient to the beats won't you? (Tells my body that) :P I am sure it would be easier if we practice more. Practice practice practice. What is there to do other than that? Oh yeah, "Feel the music." :)

After so, it was left with Rocking Duo, Haziqah and myself. We totally couldn't resist how adorable Rocking Duo's Stitch and Angel were and so, we practically took a lot of photos with them. Sadly Rocking Duo is not in most of them! :( How can this be? The owner not with them in the photos. Omgosh, we didn't steal them from him okays :P Never mind, more photos tomorrow! He better be in them :)

Keep trying; Have you ever felt that it is the end? - Time and again, we see our friends, family or the people around you giving up their dream or their efforts. Or even, seeing yourself in such a state. Whenever we do fall there, we have our others coming up to you say, "Don't give up, keep trying."

It is not just some mere sentence. It just clearly shows that they have faith in you. What is the point of other having faith in you but you yourself don't? Exactly. Whenever you just feel like letting go of everything because you're tired of trying, don't stop. "Failure is only when you stop trying." You'll never know what are you capable of. You'll be surprised when you do get what you've been wanting to achieve. Take note; Don't give up.

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

I want to just be me, me.

2009-09-14T22:00:00.001+08:00

"Won't go without my fix tonight, It's a little too rough"

Dollz ; Are you ready? - Had practice earlier today. It was a session on sharpening each one of them in the old routines. Each one of them should know how it all went. Yes, you've improved but you know it is not enough. Keep moving on yeah? But you know, I was very proud of you, each one of you. Make me proud-er, importantly, make yourself proud :)

It turned out fun and great just now. It was just mere two hours but, it was fulfilling. Rocking Duo came rather late because he had to run some errands and guess what, I totally liked his new hair cut. It is so him. I don't know why, I like it that way. He scared me at first because he told me he did a totally different one. So mean right? :P

Anyways, looking forward to tomorrow's and especially Wednesday's. We have an extra training session by someone. Want to know who? Cannot tell! :P Omgosh, that is so annoying. I myself am aware of that :P But yeah, I hope it'll turn out well.

Video Music Awards 2009; So the drama? - I am sure some of you heard rumours about Kanye West interrupting Taylor Swift's 'thank you speech' and totally ruined her moment? Well, it is not a rumour. It is true.

Can you imagine Taylor Swift won one of the most prestigious award, against legends such as Beyonce Knowles, she was saying her speech and the barbaric and rude Kanye West took the microphone and interrupted saying Beyonce deserves it better. How rude is that? Very much. I would give a flying tuck for Chace Crawford because he shouted at him for that. I am sure the rest did too. All the best to his career :)

Feelings; Who's in control? - This 'thing' is just really powerful at times don't you think? Feelings, it somehow carves one's behaviours. Which also means, one's character. What is it about actually? Similar to emotions I presume.

Sometimes, well maybe all the time for me, you just don't wish to act in a certain way. But this 'thing' called feelings becomes and bitch and without even you realising, it controls you. Your actions are all because of the work of your own feelings. Let me illustrate it for you; One of your loved ones totally gotten you pissed off maybe over the slightest or tiniest thing, the last thing you want to do is hurt him/her but because of your feelings, you start to burst.

It sucks doesn't it? Well, I want to be stronger. I want to tame it. Not let it tame me. Trust me, no one wants that. Especially myself. I just want me to be me, and I just want everything to be just smiles for me and the people around me :)

Ashley Roberts; Angel Doll - I am sure you heard of me going all crazy for this Pussycat Doll. Well, guess what. It is her 28th today. I want to wish her a very beautiful 28th and I do hope her road that she is taking for her career and life gets brighter each day. She is a very inspirational dancer and person. One day, just want day, I do wish to make the stage 'hot' with moves like hers. Her skills, are truly amazing. Again, Happy 28th Birthday Ashley Roberts! Enjoy the video of hers below :)

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

Somtimes, life is not that easy.

2009-09-13T23:46:00.001+08:00

"Pants tighter than plastic"

Weekends are boring? - Ironically, my weekends were super boring. Logically, weekends are set aside to relax and just have fun, but mine was the total opposite? I slacked and totally didn't have fun at all. It was such a lazy weekend, a lonely one. First off, on the Saturday, I literally woke up at 5.30pm. As in, really. Had a 12 hours sleep? Well, yeah. That was how boring and lonely it was.

Well, today I pretty had to go for class in the morning with only a two hour sleep. Ironically, I wasn't even sleepy for a single bit. Normally, with just five hours of sleep, I would be snoozing away in class like the lazy student of the class. It was pretty much like any other day in class. I would be have two weeks of holidays because of the festive season. Time to really get the party going :)

Leadership; To take in charge? - Some say only some people can handle such positions. Some say some are born to take up these roles. Some say for them to take the throne is as good as destroying it. You know why? Easy said, it is quite a difficult role to handle. You have to balance out goals and personal lives of your own team.

Honestly, there are times when I just feel utterly useless, whenever I can't satisfy both sides. Well yes, sometimes it is not possible to do so but, at least both sides should be negotiating with someone negotiating it. Well, it isn't always as easy as it seems. Especially when both groups want something totally different.

No matter how hard it is going to be, I pledge to make each and everyone of my Dollz happy or at least satisfied. I believe that each one of them has a role to play in every process carried out in FFDC and I do hope I will never ever disappoint them. Also, I want them to know that I am so lucky, so thankful to have them and also, blessed to be there guiding them.

Friends for life; Friendship ties - This might be one of the most important thing is many of our lives. Nobody wants to be lonely. Everyone wants someone to be there, cracking jokes with, to laugh with, to shed a tear with and to always be there by his/her side. Honestly, who wouldn't ever want to have someone else other than family members? Now that is what I call 'self-centered'.

Honestly, deep down, I am just blessed to be all surrounded with the friends that always ensure I won't loose myself. I mean I am sure there are times when you totally hate yourself and thoughts starts coming in into your mind. Frankly, suicidal thoughts maybe? In the end, you know it won't ever happen because the friends around you will stand up and reach you out from there. Now yes, I can say that friends can be life-savers.

We've been through so much. We've been there whenever one of us is at the lowest peak. We ensure that each of us is who we are and who we were. We look out for each other. We know each other's weak spots and strong pillars. I am just so thankful to even know this 15 year old bitch. He may seem younger, but sometimes, I do feel that he is the one looking out for me. He's the best friend I always wanted, Rocking Duo.

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

Karma is a bitch, just watch.

2009-09-12T23:15:00.001+08:00

"All the famous boys and girls stand around and pose"

Fasting Month; Ramadhan - It has already been three weeks and I am just so glad to say that I fasted for the whole of three weeks. Even when I may starve and feel oh-so dehydrated, I still went on. Rocking Duo makes sure I don't break it and I made sure he doesn't too. I am glad we both still continue on fasting for the whole three weeks :)

We're left with just one more week and it is the end of the fasting month and it is time to start popping the party-poppers and let's welcome the festive month with forgiveness, Hari Raya. I simply can't wait for that basically not because of only getting more cash, but to be able to visit relatives that we hardly meet up with :) Also not forgetting, visiting friends' homes. I can't wait for 'Fresh Fix Jalan Rayer' :)

Hamster-lings - The three of them are so healthy. Undeniably happy. In fact, they are actually growing pretty fast. I've researched and, they're only suppose to have fur at the age of 10-12 days, but right now, they're only 8 days old, and they're all covered with fur :) Sooner or later, they'll look like those above. (Ps: The picture is from a website, they're not mine. They're still way smaller than that) :P

Gosh, seriously. If you see them, you would get all excited to carry them. Trust me! But sadly, I have to wait till they're at least two weeks of age. If not, their mom won't recognize their scent. I am just glad they manage to grow, until now :)

FFDC Three Days Camp - Firstly, I am indeed want to thank those who came! Like seriously. It was fun and fulfilling. Especially the last day when most of them are there, wait, all except two. Sadly Hazierah suddenly couldn't come due to family outing. Anyways, it was awesome! Seriously! It has been really tiring but totally worth our perspiration :)

To the Dollz, some of you totally proved me wrong. Remember what I said? When I first taught you my choreography, I actually saw that you have taken at least a step up. You improved, like really. It was such a great feeling when dancing together don't you think? Watching our reflections, sychronized. That should be the way! Keep it up! In fact, there is still lots of room available for improvements! Surprise me, most importantly, surprise yourself :)

Also, I totally like Zul's, Khai's, Mia's and Yayat's choreography! Sadly, the rest didn't come up with one :( But! At least there were five new choreographies to learn from :) Personally, I am super proud of Rocking Duo. His choreography shocked most of us :)

Basically, the camp was organized to prepare ourselves for the upcoming dance competition, 'Dance Xplosion', which will be on the 14th of November. Do mark your calender yeah? It will be at the empty space beside Tampines MRT Station :)

Also, there might be people who will be joining our family :) In fact, I can't wait to welcome them. We'll keep you posted. Till then, I will be seeing my Dollz next practice! Gotta get at least half of the preparation done before we break for all your exams yeah? :)

Masks - These things are only meant to be put on during art performances or what so ever. Not on our everyday lives. It just sucks that people, can hide their inner self with 'masks' and it totally sucks a lot more when we find out they're true self.

Little did they know, by hating someone based on actual situations is far lesser than hating someone based on finding out their inner self from situations. Seriously. Sad to say, I am on this boat when I thought someone was really a person to look up to, but after observing, he/she will never be on my list of 'People to look up'. More of for 'Fake/egoistic people'.

Ps: I found out recently, I am not the only person who thinks that he/she is so __________ . (Feel free to fill in the blank with your own words)

Simple respect, is that so difficult? - I feel utterly so sad and angry at the same time when Rocking Duo storied his working experience for the past few days. Sad, because he has to go through such events. Angry, because people nowadays are so selfish. All they do is just think for themselves. Hello, try putting yourself into his shoes, you wouldn't even like it for a single bit. Karma, bitches. Karma.

Rocking Duo, just persevere. You're left with just one more day, and soon it'll be all over. I am sorry if I kind of made it worst by, you know what, but now I've take note of that, you don't have to worry. Just remember, you're doing this for a good cause. And yes, maybe you're not even supposed to be doing it but, remember, you'll end up getting something in return. You did it because of honesty. That is something you should really be proud of :)

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

Life; Sad

2009-09-07T17:55:00.004+08:00

"Said something broke inside of you"

FFDC Camp - The first day starts off tomorrow. Sadly, for that, only half can make it. The rest of my Dollz can only attend it on the second and third day. Looks like tomorrow's going to be a a more focused process. I just can't wait to finally dance out my emotions. And keep pushing myself. I mean, without that, how will I ever improve on myself.

The Time Traveller's Wife - I caught this movie with Rocking Duo just now. It is another 'based on a novel' movie. It was rated 4 stars by the critics but, I don't think that will work for me. Maybe I can't say much because, it is romance. Lets just say, I will be a fan of love stories. Never will.

Life - Some may say it has always been great. Things just fall on them like they wanted to. Just like painting their own story, their own life. They're just so, so lucky. On the other hand, life can just be so unseemly unfair. Sometimes, you can't even control it. Just like the pencil you use to draw is moving by its own. Sucks isn't it?

Life has its fire works and has its disasters. It changes from time to time. Just like fashion, sometimes it is in, and the next, it is out. Then, it is in again. Such a sad note don't you think? It changes, but we can never control it. Just like time.

I don't know what to do with myself. I tried, I tried. As much as I care, when would I ever care for myself? It clearly shows there, that means more to me than how myself means to me.

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

Rock N Roll; Suntec; FFDC

2009-09-06T00:52:00.010+08:00

"Check this hand cause I'm marvelous"

Dance - I will say this time and again that I seriously miss dancing to hell bits. Sick of just listening to the music and just feel the beats. Instead of moving to the beats and let the inner dance soul out. Apparently, I can never dance at home. Not the environment :P

I just simply feel all bubbly inside, thinking of the upcoming "FFDC Camp" that Rocking Duo and I organised for our Dollz :D It would simply be a camp to help those that are facing their exams soon and to help the weaker dancers and at the same time, improving ourselves. It would be just pure boot camp maybe? But hey, definitely a boot camp with 'fun' in it :D Main objective, prepare ourselves for the month of November, and to tighten our bond MORE! :D

Suntec Dance 2009 - Dropped by to give my support to the dancers out there. Namely, Fad Faction Represent : Kamil and Sulaiman, Fantastic Remix and Fantastic Kidz :D Seriously, they have my fullest support.

I am taller right? She can't accept that :P

Previoue week; Heats

Congratulations to Fantastic Remix and Fantastic Kidz for making into the finals! I can't be there to support but I know you guys will rock it! Best of luck :D I want Kamil and Sulaiman to know that seriously, you guys did so well that it totally illustrates the word "awesome" with your moves :D Come on, it is your first try and you both made it so far! See your potential? :D They're just steps for you to grow. Before you know it, you'll get what you've worked for :)

Rock N Roll - On a Thursday, Rocking Duo and I broke our fast with Rock N Roll. Also known as, Raihana and Zulaika! Gosh, it has really been long since we seen them! It was definitely a great moment when I first saw them on my right, at the Bugis MRT entrance. Raihana, you look great with brown eyes! :)

We went to Rocking Duo's and my all time favourite place to eat. Heard of "Tong Seng"? Well, yeahs. Thats the place. Located at Bugis. I remembered bringing some of my Dollz there too! Anyhoo, we totally had three dishes. One for our own and I bought two other dishes to share. It was totally, totally yummy-licious :)

He is bowing to me. "All hail the king of Material World!" :P

After really feeding that monster in our tummies, we head off to Bugis Junction and just took a stroll. Seriously, can Bugis get any boring-er? Hoping there'll be something new at least :D Well, Bugis will only be a fun place to go if you have those bucks in your wallet. Basically, for shopping.

From then on, headed to the National Library and we totally "chilled" like what it exactly means. Hohoho~ Well, what is a get-together without chilling right? :) Let the photos narrate, shall we.

When the clock timed 9pm, we went off and went our separate ways. Gosh gosh gosh, thanks you guys for the awesome night! More? Well, like seriously! It has really been longggg and we all know that. What is an outing when there is Rocking Duos and Rock N Roll? to answer that, it would be laughter and fun. Isn't that what every teenager want :) Thanks so much, and I do look forward to the upcoming outings. With an 's' definitely :)

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still breathing.

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

Pop Music; FFDC

2009-08-31T23:35:00.009+08:00

"It's good to live expensive you know it"

Teachers' Day - A celebration schools in the pre-school, primary and secondary education celebrates to show their appreciation for the teachers in Singapore. I didn't get to visit my previous secondary school but, I do hope they had a festive celebration. They deserve it after all the sweat they had to go through just to help us in our education :)

Rocking Duo and his friends were the emcees. Boo! Didn't get to watch :( But I am sure they rocked it, especially Rocking Duo :D To end it off, I wish all the teachers a very Happy Teachers' Day.

The Proposal - The movie that seriously gave me stomach cramps because it was super hilarious! Trust me. Super hilarious. This is really the movie you can use all the 'LOL', 'LMAO' and 'ROFL' terms. I watched the movie with Rocking Duo! :D Gosh gosh gosh gosh, thanks for the idea to watch this movie! It was so worth it! Guys, I would rate it a 5/5. Once you watched it, you couldn't agree more :)

Birth of my hamster - Remember my advanced birthday gift from Rocking Duo and Haziqah? Well, about 4 days ago, my dear female hamster gave birth. There are three of them now. (Jumps with excitement) You might just be going all "Eew, Yuck!" or whatsoever but it is like, a 'wow' to me. Well, call me whatever but I am an animal lover at heart.

I actually taunt and lay beside the cage, watching over the mom, ensuring she is taking good care of her babies. Yes, I would go to that extend. Wait, I already did, for two nights. I am just glad they are growing healthily and I just can't wait to play with them once they are about two weeks old :) FFDC! Remember us chasing after them the other day? :D I want to bring the new-borns soon! ^^

FFDC - Speaking of them, gosh I need to strangle them because I just miss them! OMGOSH. Big time. All those non-stop nonsense from each everyone of us, touring with the Dollz and obviously, dancing with them! Gosh, I can't be waiting for October then we would dance again right? :( I hope we'll work something out yeah? Right Rocking Duo? We would die just to dance again with you all!

I am just glad, thankful to have such wonderful bunch of people growing with me in the dance scene as well as personal life. I always, always feel the warmth from their laughters, craziness and craps like as though they're my everyday blanket :)

I really would give them my best because they deserve the best around. Leading them, is just so great that I get to. Yes, there might be ups and down when they can get soooo stubborn :P But what the heck, we're family. Don't siblings fight? And where siblings just want the best for each other? Yes. Thats who we are :)

I want them to know, each one of them, that in this world, you can achieve anything. It just really matters how much you want it and how willing are you to work for it. The passion for dance you all have is there, make it grow. I have been there, watching all of you grow in your own ways. Keep going! There is always, always room for improvement. And you all, all of you, have my promise that I will be there to support. Come on, we're all in this together! (Not High School Musical please) :P Heee! Remember what I always say, "Feel the music." :D

Pop music will never be low brow - Quoted by the current Pop Icon, Lady Gaga. Currently, I am just hooked onto pop music. Wait what the hell am I saying. It has always been that way since I was still drinking milk from a bottle! :P Psssst! I stopped drinking from the bottle only until I was in primary 2 :P What I am trying to say is, RIGHT NOW, I am just listening to tracks from Pop Icons in this decade such as Lady Gaga, The Pussycat Dolls and Miss Britney Spears.

It is just something in their music that just enlightens my inner music soul. Basically, Pop Music. To me, they're my Pop Legends. I don't know why, I am never appealed to Michael Jackson or Madonna. It was a memorable event when I get the chance to see The Pussycat Dolls in person, during their concert. Definitely going to see Lady Gaga once she comes back to Singapore again :) They are just one of the reasons for my passion for dance.

First, interest. Second, inspired. Third, passion.

Still I'm lying here tonight

Wishing I was by your side

Cause when I am not there enough

Nothing feels right

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

Read it.

2009-08-30T13:43:00.005+08:00

"Baby I am feeling so out of the world"

Fasting Month - Let me just be another blogger who talks about this. I think there isn't much for me to say. It has been a week of fasting and it just goes on and on and on. The month when we just really have to resist our temptations and at the same time, we have cravings. Well, gonna end off this topic and wish all my fellow Muslim friends and families a great Ramadhan. In less than a month, we would be partying with F&N drinks instead of champagne :P

Music - Who can't live without them? Well, there are those who can. I've gone through a week without listening to it. My MP3 is practically abandoned and I am just busy on the net watching Dramas or wondering the life of the celebrities. "I can't live without music" Gosh, people who says or quotes this, you should really just think. Music isn't everything.

Well yes, music is a lot to me, and a whole lot more to anyone of you, but definitely not everything. You know why? Cause music can't save you from death, it is not a life saver. Music is just a way to kick your boredom out or to express ones' creative/performing soul or better, to bring everyone together. To even just set you free. Now, that is music.

Fake - I am tired, tired of seeing people like this. Don't you ever feel that if you can read one's heart/mind, we would be lonely because no one can be trusted? You'll never know what are they saying about you deep down in their own heart/mind. Sometimes, that is simply not needed. Just by purely watching their actions, says it all.

Well, yeah it is our own problem or views or thoughts or whatsoever but it just sucks to have such a black heart. Knowing we're saying such things about others? What do you get for being to mean to people around you. Nothing. The moment you lost them, is the moment you'll regret. So what's the point.

I just wish to seek everyone's forgiveness. To those I've hurt or so.

Well, I am done with what I have to say. Sometimes, I just miss how some people were. Maybe it is just not them, maybe it is just how things were last time. Look at now, what can you see? If you were to put in just one word, what would that word be? I wonder.

Suntec Dance - I just really want to congratulate to those soloist and groups that would be competing in the Semi-finals next Saturday :) Namely Kamil and Sulaiman from Fad Faction. You both were totally kicking it :) Come on, I want to see you in the finals and I am sure I am not the only one :D

"How I wish I can do that" The sentence that keeps popping in my head when I watch the different soloists and groups. I really look up to some of them, those talents. I am willing to give with all I got to achieve those skills. Willing to work it off and smile, knowing I can too. But hey, it is definitely not going to be easy, I am not even anywhere near them. Well, I want to and so, I have to work for it :)

Passionate dancers who are humble. They are the people who deserves to be given a standing ovation or our respect. Only them.

After the competition, Rocking Duo, Haziqah, Amirah and myself departed from Fresh Fix because we have to break our fast with our families instead. So, before going our separate ways, we went to Boat Quay to check out a flea market. Gosh, we were as lost as tourists :P

We reacher the place and awwwhs, it was only for the femme. Hohohohoho~ Rocking Duo and I just waited outside for the "Hunneys". After that, headed to Raffles Place Station and went on our separate ways. I had to go all the way to Punggol, to my cousins'.

Broke my fast there and gosh, I was still hungry after eating two plates :P I wanted more food but, it all ran out :P Awwwwhs! Hahaha. After so, my brothers and I went to our other cousins' house at Eastwood to crash in for awhile. We played 'Guitar Hero' on his Playstation 3 and I was the singer! WOOHOO! OMG. Singing rock songs? SO NOT.. (I don't even wish to finish the sentence) But it was fun :) I bought them pizzas and gosh, it was just great. Glad to patch things up with them :)

Before I end this post, I just want them to know, I miss them so much! :)

Your voice, was the soundtrack for my summer.
Your eyes, are the brightest of all the colours.
Well, that is your definition of 'miss', mine can't be defined just by mere words.

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

Ofide; Rocking Duos

2009-08-23T17:39:00.003+08:00

"All we care about is runway models"

Another come back - Gosh, I seriously need to kick away the "L" Monster in me and really stop have "come backs". As you may ask, the "L" Monster is the Lazy Monster that is responsible for the laziness in me :P
First of all, I want to really thank Rocking Duo for so many things. One of the things would be just he has gotten for me Cotton On shoes and the Mesh Scarf! OMG. And also! TWO RAY BANS! (Screams!) A white and a blue with orange Ray Bans! :D OMG! A big big big thank you! :D Ahhs~! Like seriously. Two of the things are totally checked off from my Shopping List. Thanks so much Rocking Duo! (Hugs) Hope you do like those I gave in return (:

And gosh, I had a shopping spree with him on Friday. OMG. It was awesome! Thanks so much for following me and making sure I get the right stuffs :P (You know what I mean) I finally can strike off MOST of the things in the shopping list. I just need to get blazerz/jackets and plimsolls and Gossip Girl Season 1 and 2 DVD. Other than that, I just need to get more of them :D OMG. Huge thank you to him! :D

On the first day of release, I caught G.I Joe : Rise of the Cobra with him too! At the favourite cinema of mine, The Grand Cathay :D At first, when the movie started, we actually thought twice as to whether we were in the right cinema :P Reason being, the start was nothing like the trailer what :P

The movie is a must watch movie. Worth the bucks :D Seriously. Well, just hopefully for the upcoming movie to continue the sequel has much more realistic special effects/graphics. Some of the airplanes can really be seen that it is computerised :P Well, if you are really into Good versus Evil movies, then this movie would be one of your favourites :D

Well, last Friday, Rocking Duo, Arman, Fee, Haziqah and myself went to BGSS! Yes, my previous school and Rocking Duo's current school. We have to audition for Teachers' Day. I am just so glad to finally see Izwah and Munn again! Like after more than half a year or so :D Yay!

Well, bad news broke out instead of good ones. Plainly saying, the teacher in charge didn't like the idea of students from other schools performing for Teachers' Day in their school. Like wth? They would only allow students from previous years which only means me :( The rest already went all the way there and all. Sighs!

Well, at least on a happy note, we had a great time crapping all the way after that. We practically made a fool out of ourselves at the Fitness Corner :D And yes! Finally Episode 6 and Episode 6.5 featuring the Bopsyzxzxz and Tong Sampah a.k.a. Babi :D Heeee~! Just watch the video and you'll practically know where it all started from :D The videos will be uploaded soon.

Suntech Dance - Last Saturday, we came down to support Kamil and Sulaiman from Fad Faction for their Solo Category! OMG. CONGRATS TO THEM FOR MAKING THROUGH TO THE HEATS! Do come down and support them for the heats yeahs? They were awesome and they'll get better as the time ticks! So come down! It is a must :P

Glad to 'reunite' with Fresh Fix :D I just hope I can meet them next Saturday to break our fast together. It is a Saturday, normally I break fast at my relative's place on Saturdays. I just hope my dad would allow me to go yeahs? (Prays hard) :D

Lady Gaga's Concert at Fort Canning - Gosh gosh gosh gosh! I currently hate at least 10 000 people now :P Well, those turn up for her concert that is :P Gosh! It is just so unfair I didn't get to meet her :( Or watch her perform! I know, there is such a thing called 'Youtube' but I want to see her live. Gosh! She is really inspiring in person. Trust me, watch the videos and you'll know what I mean (;

Bowling with FFDC - Well, sadly only half of them could make it :( But never mind, nest Saturday! THAT IS IF I CAN COME. Anyways, Rocking Duo and I came rather later because we had our shopping spree and in the end, Arman, Mia, Yayat and Haziqah bowled. Rocking Duo and I just watched ;P It was just so funny to watch them bowl, very .... noisy! Kecoh :P Hahaha!

Ofide - Anyhoo, remember me mentioning about 'Ofide'? This brand Rocking Duo and I came up with :D If we do anything together, like videos, designs etc, in would be under 'Ofide'. Remember the brand! :P Apparently, we already had our first 'mini photoshoot'. It was last minute by the way. We were walking then we saw this place, and he took out his camera, we starting working it :D

It is just so awesome that he welcomes me to his 'Design World' and I welcomes him to my 'Material World'. We are really in to fashion, modelling and designing right now :D But obviously dancing is our major. We got lots in plan. Do stay tune for more :)

Gosh, everything I do, I see illusions. Pictures of you :)

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

Just dance.

2009-08-03T11:50:00.000+08:00

"Won't go without my fix tonight"

Monday blues - Well, it is Monday! Which only means, beginning of a whole new week. (Duh!) To those who are sill under the education system, means it is a whole week of school again. Sigh all you want because I know I am right now :P

Anyhoo, class today was actually fun. My group actually. We were talking about disgusting strories like one of my team mates knows this guy who practically has acne everywhere, seriously. Like those that will actually busrt anytime? And it is everywhere as though they were chicken pox. O-M-G. It totally lost my appetite. It was during lunch you know :P

And gosh, speaking of that, I was starving! Seriously. Apparently, we left home early for school because Daddy said so :P Haha. And I forgotten to take my breakfast. Boo~ Thus, my tummy didn't get use to it and tada! It starts complaining and grumbling :P But funny thing, I actually ate and within minutes, my tummy started to ache. Real painfully! It became all better once, I farted :P Hahahahahaha! OMG. Questioning myself, why am I talking about all these :P

After school is totally the greatest. "Is" is used because it is ALWAYS like so. If you know what I mean :P Don't? Then never mind :P Hahaha! Well spent with Rocking Duo and I just really want to thank him for everything. Really. Well, he knows what I mean. I just really want to thank him for it all. I finally know what to do and what must be done. Thank you, so much. (Hugs!)

To all my FFDCs, Papa misses you! OMG. Yes! It has been seriously donkey ages since I seen you guys! OMG. Can't wait for this Friday. Photoshoot/reunion! :D OMG. It is going to be a blast. Can't can't can't wait to see you all :D And! For Rocking Duo's and my Vlog, you guys will so be in it for episode 9! :D OMG. It is going to be fun! :D Ahhhs! Really can't wait for Fridayyyyyyyyy~

Anyways, it is running late, I will update more soon yeahs? For now, TTYL :D

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

Ray Bans.

2009-08-02T18:23:00.008+08:00

"I love this record baby but I can't see straight anymore"

Apple Safari - Thanks to Nash I switched my web browser to Apple Safari! Oh, wondering why? Reason being, lately, around Thursday afternoon, suddenly my Mozilla Firefox started to hang on me. EVERYTIME. It was so frustrating. I reinstalled it 4-5 times but still the same thing. So I had to switch to Internet Explorer :( I really don't like it. But now, using Apple Safari and it is so much much much better! No more annoyed moments of using Internet Explorer or moments of hoping that Mozilla will be "back" in a few weeks :D I hope I don't abuse this Apple Safari :P

Sick - How have I been? I have been a victim of the flu virus. Before you guys start jumping to conclusions, not H1N1 okays :P Hahaha! Just the fever, runny nose and bad bad sore throat. Gosh, it has been long since I fell sick :P Well, I am so not liking the experience okays. My nose keeps drooling! :P I have to start eating salads, to keep my immune system strong (hints hints at Rocking Duo) :P He is making sure I do eat them :D It is just funny, many people are falling ill nowadays. Gosh, whatever happen to the air which surrounds us?

Ray Ban and Scarf - And OMG. I want to really thank Rocking Duo for getting me my first Ray Ban and the Gossip Girl kind of scarf! (Look at my profile picture) OMG. Thanks so much! (Hugs!) OMG. Thanks so much much! It really means so much :D

The family of Stitch - And guess what! His Stitch gave birth to Baby Stitch :D And and and, he has a brown one too! Wheee~ Yay! I am glad he likes them :D I still don't know what is with him and Stitch-s :P Hahaha! OMG. You really should see his reaction when he sees a Stitch somewhere. He freaks out like as if I were to see Hilary Duff somewhere. Well, not as wild as how I would react if I would see PCD or Lady Gaga somewhere :P

Design - Oh guess what people! Rocking Duo's shades design has been sampled. (Above) Details, will be in Episode 4 of "Sessions with the Rocking Duos" :D Tune in to find out more. Hee! :P It is super nice, super. I am so proud of him. Seriously. At such a young age, which such talents. You really should see the shades itself, you will be wow-ed :D

And guess what, I am on a "save money so can shop" season :D Yes. I really have a lot of things to get, a lot. Time to get my wardrobe fixed and start to let out the inner creative and design-y soul inside and show the world :D Will be saving up with Rocking Duo and we are so going to have a shopping spree soon! Woohoo! :D

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

Time goes by fast, don't you think?

2009-07-31T10:30:00.007+08:00

"Cause we wanna live the life of the rich and famous"

Manhattan's Fish Market - God, the greatest home of the greatest and most delicious Fish And Chips in the world! And gosh, don't get me wrong. I am not exaggerating. Seriously, it is worth the price. Very. In fact, I was even tired of eating it. That was how full I was :D

I went there to have my late lunch/early dinner with Rocking Duo! It was at Iluma :D OMG. Awesome! Thanks so much Rocking Duo! I wouldn't ask anyone else to eat at such delicious restaurants! :D I want to go there again! Okay Zul? Deal! :D Photos are all in his awesome-est phone :D He forgotten to bring his camera. Bleah! So much for bringing your cam wherever you go uh? :P

We filmed our Vlog sessions there and guess what people, there is an "update". Normal episode will be like Episode 1, 2, 3, 4 .... blablabla~ Normal, as in discussing on topics or what so ever. However we want to add in our own crapping as well, and they will be in the "point 5" episodes :D Like for an example, the first one would be Episode 3.5 :D Haha! OMG. Embarrassing. Seriously. Haha. Oh wells, for fun right :D

Anyways, today I have to wear pink to school. Thanks to the facilitator. The whole class has to. Pathetic. But never mind, I like what I am wearing. Hohoho~ Hehs. Anyways, Rocking Duo's Stitch gave birth to Baby Stitch :P Refer to his tweet and you can see the picture. OMG. Super cute! :D Also, he has a new phone casing. OMGosh. So unfair! The more I want his phone. The casing is so furturistic! SERIOUSLY. To me that is :D

I am currently in class now, gosh. The worst day ever. Seriously. I just feel like living the classroom. I practically gotten scolded by the facilitator for being quiet during discussion. Hello, I don't even know what the hell the problem statement is about. You can't expect me to talk all the way right? I would just be an empty vessel. Talk so much, but nothing inside.

Hmmm~ I seriously wish I am out of here. I seriously can't wait for 3 more weeks and these will all be over. New class, new classmates, new facilitators and most importantly, design/media related courses. (Sigh of relief)

Anyways, till here? Guess what, it is the 31st! Woo! I will update more later at home.

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

Episode 2; Vlog

2009-07-29T22:12:00.006+08:00

"I can't help myself I'm addicted to a life of material"

School was fun actually - It was Cognitive module and there was changing of groups. My group is awesome I tell you. I totally felt relaxed throughout the day. And my class ordered McDonalds for lunch today :D I ate the "hottest chick in town" :D McSpicy of course! Hohoho! And and, there were three drivers to deliver our food you know :P hahaha! I carried all the drinks and my fingers were distorted after carrying them all the way to my class :P

And pssst! Sweet and Sour sauce is a no-no I tell you. SO NOT WHAT I EXPECTED. It taste awful :P Hahaha! Anyways, after school rushed and met up with Rocking Duo! :D We took a tour around Causeway Point to find his white and brown Stitch. Awwwhs, still no sign of them :( Do you guys know where to get them? They are Stitch stuffed toys but brown or white. Better if both! :D

Vlog; Sessions with the Rocking Duos - Dear readers, Zul and I started a Vlog! :D Inspired by Selena Gomez and Demi Lovato I guess? Hee! It is super fun actually :P It is a platform for us to voice out our views and basically, just to have fun :D If you guys want us to talk about a certain issue/topic, just leave a comment yeahs? We will try to talk about it at the following episodes :D Yay! Thanks so much to those who supports us! Special thanks to Armaaaaaaaaaaaaan! And, Feeeeee! OMG! The Bopsyxzxzxz! :D Anyways, Episode 2 is above, enjoy :D

It has been almost a week and I miss Fresh Fix! All my FFDCs! And the Faddies! Gosh, yeahs. I miss Fresh Fix! All those crapping times and everything. Gosh, I want to play that game with Sulaiman! :P And and Bry! Your daily crappings :P Hahahaha! And FFDC! GOSHHHHHH! I miss all of youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu! Come to papa! :P Hahaha! We have to meet up as soon as possoble yeahs? :D Anyways, here are the photos taken last Friday before the rehearsal :D

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

Episode 1 has already been released.

2009-07-27T23:20:00.009+08:00

"It don't have a price, loving you is cherry pie"

Feeling useless, literally useless - I practically went to school today just because I have to or just to use my lap top with the wireless connection there. I seriously, literally didn't do anything at all for the group discussions. Nothing. Plain nothing. I guess I was too tired. Too restless. I was just practically looking forward to the movie with Rocking Duo :D

Well, it an awesome cool weather today. Was under the rain, under the umbrella. Woohoo! (Winks winks!) Hahahaha! Anyways, I went to watch Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince with Rocking Duo! We watched at The Grand Cathay at Handy Road! :D Beside Plaza Singapura. That is my favourite cinema ever! :D Hehehe!

Hmmm, guess what. I think, my favourite characters are Hermoine and Malfoy :D

The movie was too, verbal. As in, too many explainations instead of actions. As in, it is a movie you know. But it is more of just narrating a book? Yeahs, it is a movie based on a novel but it is a movie! A movie is made up of pictures that move. Not only the mouths of the cast you know :P They should replace the explaining with scenes to show it instead of saying it. Get what I am saying? Hehe. The movie would be much more entertaining like that :D

After so, had dinner at Burger King! Woohoo! :D Uhuh! The fries, the burgers! Gosh. Kay, I gotta control the way I eat. But actually, I think I really don't need to! I am not even gaining weight by the way. Gosh! I should start working out! Build muscels instead of fats :D And I so need to growwwww! I want to start on a "Drink 3 glass of milk everyday" thing. Should I? Hmmm, I really think so! (Looks at Rocking Duo) Yes yes! I know you have been nagging at me about that :P

And guess what people, we already uploaded our first episode of "Sessions with the Rocking Duos" :D Inspired by Demi and Selena, not Fee and Hazierah :P Hahaha! But yeahs, it just for fun. And and, just drop a comment if you want to discuss on a specific topic for the upcoming episodes :D

Happy 17th Birthday Roshazmira A.K.A Mia!

OMG. You're already 17! Same age, like finally :P Hahahahahaha! But I am still older lah can :P Hahaha! Anyways, I just want to wish you all the best in everything you do yeahs? Don't ever be sad okays? I mean, yes it is impossible but if you are, just think positive. Remember? No more saying "Neh Neh Pok" can? :P Hahaha! Joking, that is so your trademark :P Hahahaha! Thanks so much for being there and all those laughing moments and I hope you really had a memorable day of the year yeahs? Again, Happy 17th!

I have nothing but your t-shirt on.

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

Da'Shoase 8; 3rd place

2009-07-26T19:49:00.009+08:00

"Long rides baby by the coast"

Lady Gaga - Her music has the beats that moves my dance soul inside, her style is clearly the very definition of high fashion. Gosh, she is coming on the 14th of August at Fort Canning and I seriously want to go. Having that I already spend my savings on PCD, I decided to just enter a competition :D I already did and results is on 6th August. If I do win, I get two VIP tickets for her concert and a chance to meet her too! Pray for me yeahs? I really hope so :D

Da'Shocase 8 - Yesterday was indeed a long day at Somerset, Scape Youth Park. Woohoo! It was hell of a great time being there with FFDCs and Faddies which equals to, Fresh Fix! :D I am just so glad to see the rest after so long! Crazy happy when I first saw them passing by when we were rehearsing on stage :D

I totally enjoyed the intro. Runway walks. Fresh Fix, we know we worked it off! (Brings my shades) :D

Fee! OMG. Your shoes are hot! It fits you too! OMG. Nice or whattt! :D If only if it is either Black and Silver, Gold and White or Green and White, I would want it :D OMG. The shoes are so awesxme! (Fee's trademark) :D Anyways, I am just so glad that they came down :D Haziqah, Duck with her "Fav boy" (Sticks out tongue, hee!), Hazierah and Bobsyxzxzx :D And also! The Faddies! :D Woohoo! Seriously, time with Fresh Fix :D The Goldeeeeeeeeeeen, fresh fish :P Hahahaha!

When it time to hit the stage, gosh, I really needed to be calmed down. I was pracically shacking at the back. Well, had fun on stage though :) Needless to say I was rather disappointed with myself for screwing up. Thanks so much Rocking Duo and Haziqah for trying to cheer me up after that. Rocking Duo, thanks so much for tolerating me whining all the way. Ahhs, thanks so much! For your words and everything :D And, thanks so much Mia! Seriously. You really did make me feel so much better :D

And, results was superb! We clinched third placing! FRESH FIX! (Jumps jumps jumps!) OMG! After those tiring days and sacrifices made, OMG. Yayyyyyyyyyyy! Ahhs! I am super proud of all of us. Ahhhhhs! Yayyyyyyyyyy! Definitely a night to not forget :D Yay! Ahhhhs! Fresh Fix! Fresh Fix! Fresh Fix! (Goes around in cirles together shouting) :D

I would definitely want to congratulate Fantastic Remix for clinching second! OMG. I totally liked their routine and outfits :D Woohoo! Go guys! :D And and and and! Fhunkie Stylerz for reaching the top! OMG. Tell me something I don't know :D Wooo! You guys were doped! CONGRATULATIONS! :D

Had dinner at Burger King and headed home. And omg, Sulaiman! Fun uhs to play the game with you. Seeing you ohso blur! :P Hahaha! Alaaa, jsut listen! you can figure it out :D I was this close to tell you can. Thisssss close (Squeezes my thumb and pointer finger together) :P

Burger King - It is the top of my lift when it comes to fast food resturants. Awwwhs, too bad to McDonalds. Not my favourite currently :P The fries in Burger King are so.. ahhs! Delicioussssss! (Starts drooling) :D Hee! Kay, stop Rush. Hehe. Seriously, Burger King! The king of burgers! Kah, dah stop :P

Another Sunday, tears - Woke up with tired eyes and went for class. Gosh, you don't want to know how much I really didn't want to go for class. I was deadly asleep inside. But thank God the class was not boring. Totally crapped with Syamir. The Fantastic Kidz dude. Sad you didn't come yesterday! You should! Oh wells, your loss :P

After so, the day didn't did go through happily but then, the night was simply the greatest. I couldn't cut my smile off from face as much as I could wipe those tears off :D Yayyyyy! (Jumps jumps jumps!) Till here, more updates coming up :D

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

None were my intentions.

2009-07-23T23:41:00.005+08:00

"I'm so fierce that it's so nuts"

It just makes me wonder - Before I start on a proper post, I just have to let some of my thoughts out. How can I ever watch the way I speak? My tone, my words. Sometimes, the intention is really isn't there but, somehow, it is delivered is another way. Causing the other party to feel hurt. My apologies, my deepest apologies. I really have to think, really think before I speak a word. I have been doing that, but now, I have to try harder.

School was pretty okay. Liking the team. I practically have been "bitching" my way through like how I would during my secondary school days. Not as in really bitching, just having fun imitating and using bitchy sentences and words like how I normally would. Alas, I can be more of myself in class. I am just glad class ended on the dot, so I could really go for practice earlier (:

Practice today was intensive. We had a "full dress rehearsal". And then, back to working on the basics and everything. Had loads of fun, but tiring. Well, like duh. Hahaha. And I had my Big Mc today! Gosh, normally I would have my favourite hot chick, McSpicy but today, my appetite was rather bigger :P We ended around 9.30pm just now and everybody was practically rushing home because of curfews.

Competition : Da Sho'case 8 Runway 2
Venue : Scape Youth Park, nearest MRT Station is Somerset
Date : 25th July 2009
Time : 5pm - 10pm

Yes, Fresh Fix! :D Do come down and support us yeahs? :D The dancers are ; Bryan, Kamil, Khai, Man, Mia, Rush, Yayat, Zul. Want to get a taste of FFDC and Fad Faction? Where Vogue meets Hiphop? Come down this Saturday! See you :D

I may not be "there", but I was. Look out your window, at the very least, you could see my shadow, me standing there, watching over you.

I really can't wait for tomorrow. I miss my Split Partner, Armaaaaan! And, I asked him to really train me tomorrow. God, please embrace me with perseverence tomorrow. Yay! He will be coming tomorrow! Awesome. Hee! Rehearsal is tomorrow from 7pm. Thus, sad sad sad news, Rocking Duo won't be there because it is too late for him! (Cries) He can only come on the rehearsal which is on the day itself, Saturday. Hmmm~ (Cries)

Until here readers, I am so exhausted. But then again, my eyes won't sleep until it rings. And Ninetails (Bryan), thanks for it all :D Yay! Thank God you weren't locked out :P Hehe.

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

Dance Schedules are tight.

2009-07-23T09:31:00.004+08:00

"See the way we ride in our private lives"

My eyes are getting heavier - It has been a really tough week. Balancing school and dance is definitely not as easy as it sounds. Lots of "rushing for time" for me. As in, after school, rush off to the Airport as fast as I could, after dance, rush off to home before my parents get ticked off. I have been going home late, clocked at around 10pm or so.

Guess what people, I am left with just 4 weeks till the next semester. Which means, in 4 weeks time, I will be having my 5 weeks of holiday! Well, it is during the fasting month though. But oh wells, I will more time, for my own life (: Able to do this and that. Finally! Do to things that school is the reason why I can't do them as much as I could before school ever came back into my daily life.

Also, next semester means the change of classes too. I will be starting on taking media related modules from then on :D And next year, finally I will start on my course, New Media. Awesome or what. Speaking of school, omg. Finally someone has a life. Hahahaha! (Inside Joke) Kamil has started school on Monday, NAFA. Finally eh? Hahaha. Anyways, it is great to hear he is loving being there :D Just take of yourself, don't suddenly laugh to yourself :P (Eyebrows goes up an up)

And so, Fresh Fix, we are left two more days counting the day itself. Lets get our minds locked with everything we went through and learnt. Yes, it is very exciting but at the same time, we gotta remain focus and give it with all out :D I am just super happy with what we have done, what we came up with together, everything :D Can't wait to see you later! I will always wait by my classroom door so I will leave the second I am dismissed :P

Well, up to here guys. FYI, I am sick. Diagnosed with Lady Gaga and PCD fever :D

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

Pop ate my heart.

2009-07-20T22:49:00.003+08:00

"We do the dance right; We got it made like"

School is a drool - Enough said with the label. You can infer from there. Yes, it has been three months and my hatred towards school either remains, or grows.

Anyhoo, I am not sure if you all know but, FFDC and Fad Faction will be collaborating as "Fresh Fix" for the upcoming competition :D A combination of two different genres, forming to one! :D Our first debut was supposed to be for MDIS but apparently the organisation cancelled due to H1N1. Boo! Not to worry Rush, there is one this Sat, 25th July. Earlier = more fun :P Hahaha. The competition is called "Da Sho'case 8-walk The Runway 2". Details soon (Winks!)

It has really been great practicing with Fresh Fix! Yes, we may bet so distracted easily because we really like to crap a lot :P But, at the same time, we do get serious and get things done :D That is what I like about them.

And God, they are the reason why SUDDENLY Pokemon gets back to me from my childhood days. Believe it or not, I am playing "Pokemon Stadium 2" nowadays. Hahahahaha! "Goldeen Goldeen!" (Looks at Fresh Fix) Hahahaha! Insane I tell you. Oh oh oh oh, I am playing the game! Neh Neh Ni Poo Poo! (Looks at Mia, Yayat Kamil and Bryan) :P And and, I am the Vulpix of the group! :P Hahahahahaha! Kay, I know it is lame but, we do miss our childhood. Don't you?

Also, for the past weeks, I have been really hooked onto Gossip Girl Season 2 :D Awesome. Well, what more can I say? My favourites are still Chuck and Blaire :D It just sucks some of the videos take years to load. Okay, maybe I am exaggerating. But yeahs, you guys should watch it when you can. You won't regret :D

And guess what people, my dear Hilary Duff would be joining the cast for Season 3 onwards :D Isn't it awesome! OMG. Yeahs! I can't wait to catch her in my favourite series :D She has really been too busy with her acting career. I miss seeing her in the music scene though. I really am looking forward for her return.

16th July - It is Fee's 15th! HAPPY 15TH FEE!!!! OMG. You are already 15! Awexome! Hee! So YOUR word :D I just hope you did have the greatest awexomest day in the year yaw! I just want to thank you for always being there and being such a great fan! Remember we always quarrel over Hilary and Miley? :P Hahahaha! And sometime, we fight over the colour red because we want it to ourselves? HAHAHAHA! Omg. That was so Feb :P Hahahaha! You totally rock my sock off! :D May all your wishes come trueeee! :D

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

Out-dated; Come Back

2009-07-18T22:25:00.003+08:00

"Got my flash on, it's true; Need that picture of you"

My comeback - I finally gotten myself glued to the chair now. And to actually have the time to update now :P Sorry readers! I mean, I was not "dead" or something right. I was rather active in Plurk and Twitter (below) :D Yeahs, my current addictions ^^

Ps: This post is "out-dated". It would only be about what happened for the past weeks. There would be another post after this, about more updates and the current one as well. It would be posted a few hours after this :D

Well, how had my.. weeks been going? Well, apparently I was too busy with dance practices and I rather do other things than update :D That explains my "departure" :P Had tough practices with Izzy and FFDC. There were a lot of enduring and challenges that were faced. In the end, it is for our own good (:

Speaking of that, we had our first achievement! We clinched third place for Lah! De Fuse at Bukit Batok CC :D I already said my says in FFDC's blog site :D But one thing for sure, I will never forget the second or the minute I heard "FFDC" on stage during the results :D It was really a tiring and memorable one. Thanks everyone! :D

A few days after that, we had a FFDC "meeting" with Izzy! We had a mini celebration and Amirah and Haziqah gotten Khai and myself an early birthday cake. Awwwwhs, thanks so much :D Thanks so much! We started talking on ways to improve ourselves and to prepare ourselves for future competitions :D

We practically went around Raffle's link to get change for the prize money so that we can divide among ourselves :D Hahahahahaha! :P And and and and we went to this place to get our drinks so that we will "save up" :P I never knew there were such a place :P Hahaha!

After the train ride, Haziqah gave me an early birthday gift! Thanks so much Haziqah! She actually gotten one of the tops that I have been craving for months? I was practically just washing my eyes seeing it when I am in Topman. Now, I have it. Thanks so much Haziqah! I know you went through so much to get it. Thanks! (Smiles) And not to forget too, the advance birthday gift, hamsters (:

17th birthday - I would really really want to thank everyoneeeeeeeeee for their wishes! Seriously! Each and every one of it means a lot to me. EACH AND EVERY SINGLE ONE OF IT :D Seriously. Therefore, I would like to thank each and every one of you through here ; Zul, Farah Amira, Haziqah, Sarah Afiqah, Mom, Dad, Sister, Faiqah, Yayat, Fatin, Ayim, Apple, Imran, Arul, Mia, En Wei, Izzy, Jasmine, Charmaine, Munn, Afifah, Shah, Fee, Qazimah, Arman, Khai, Kamil, Yan Ming, Nadia, Riphdy, Zulaika, Bryan, Gordon, Raihana, Amirah, Chris, Aunty Waheeda, Yee Ling, Iffah, W46P, Erma, Amirul, Hazierah, Yang Hui, Celeste, Javeed, Erma, Duck, Ace, Izwah, Aslinda, Nuriz, Favian, Raihanah, Boi Star, Sabrina, Wawa, Hee Cheng, Afiqah, Clarence, Aini, Fairuz, Nurul Jannah, Zal, Zhen Ci, Adam, Nuril Izzati, Mardiana, Pei Juan, Alvin. (Do tell me if your name is't mentioned, and so sorry about that)

My parents are so funny! Seriously. It was 12am midnight plus on my birthday, then suddenly my mom asked my dad, "So dear, to day, what are we going to do uhs? It is a new day already..." Then next thing I know, they were singing a birthday song for me with my sister :D The rest were asleep though but it was so funny! :P Hahaha! And and, birthday call from Rocking Duoooooo! Yeahhhhhs! ;D The first one to wish me! Awwwwhs! Seriously :D Wheeee~! And all the midnight texts comes in :D Awwhs, thanks so much everyoneeee! :D

Headed to school -.- School had to resume on my birthday because my school closed for one week for the Year Ones and it HAD to resume on my birthday :P Hahaha! Anyhoo, somewhere around after break time, I was just doing my own things and next thing I know, my class came in through the door from outside with a Chocolate Cheese Cake with a lighted candle while singing a birthday song! OMG. Awwwwwwwwwwwwwhs~ Heeee! ^^ That was really unexpected! :P Thanks so much W46P! Gosh, it really means a lot! :D Boo, didn't take photo D: It's okay though (:

So after school, rushed/trained down to City Hall to meet Rocking Duo! You have no idea how happy, how lifted I was to see him and also, to see a cake box beside him! I was like, "Ahhhhhhhhs!" OMG! THANKS SO MUCH ZUL! ROCKING DUO! ^^ Thanks so much! Seriously. It really means so much to me. It was a Chocolate Cake! Like durh! OMG. Ahhhh, yummayyyyy! I was practically fighting with my siblings at home for the cake you know ;D Hee! My birthday was indeed well spent with Zul, Rocking Duo :DDDD

Not to forget, all the advance birthday presents :D My three adorable hamsters, Doll Dominaiton 2.0 and to meet David Archuleta :D

As for my family, we supposed to have a family dinner at this restaurant, (which I have no idea what is the name) :P , but my brother-in-law gotten into an accident D: So, in the end, it turned out to be Arnold's Chicken for dinner. Thanks so much!! Woohoo, thanks! :D And to Imran, do get well yeahs? Rest well! ^^

3rd July 2009 - HAPPY 14th Birthday Khai! ;D OMG. Cool right? Your birthday is just after mine! :D Heee! Anyways, Happy 14th! You are definitely well matured, well at times that is :P Basically, you really know what are the right things to do. Yes, things may tur you down, but hey, life isn't perfect. It depends on how perfectly you want to live this life (: You really should know that I am always here, like how I have always been :D We are the Guru-s, remember? (Winks!) Hahaha! You have my best wishes Khai! Finally, a year when you finally celebrated with birthday cakes :D

Thanks so much Khai for the HOT shades you given me on the 4th of July! Thanks so muchhhhhh! OMG. It is so different! Like, so cool! OMG. I can't wait to actually try it on! I have been trying to match them with my outfits! Woohoo, thanks so muchhhhhh! ;D

Beach Party Sentosa - It was a Sunday, the 5th of July :D I had an AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEE time with FFDC ad Fad Faction! OMG. Thank youuuuuu alll for the awesomeeeeeeeeee! It was really a long, FUN, AWESOME, and oh, WETTTTTT day everrrr! ;D We went to Palawan Beach together, Zul, Bryan, Khai, Greg, Haziqah and myself and the rest were already there! ;D They were Fee, Hazierah, Arman, Mia, Natiara, Farid, Kamil and Amirah! ;D OMG. I missed all of them, after so long ^^

After that, I went to 7-11 to get stuffs and when we were on the way back, suddenly Khai and I were forced to go blindfolded! OMG. Something was definitely up. And I really don't like to get my eyes covered, other than sleeping of course. I just don't feel.. secure when my eyes are covered because I don't like it when I have no idea what is happening around me :P

They brought me down to the ground with Khai and next thing I know, someone put some.. "stuff" at my lips and they started shouting "Bird shit! It is bird shit!" I was like panicking lah! Before I coould panick, they unblindfolded me and there was a DELICIOUS CHOCOLATE CAKE right infront of us! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHS! KHAI AND I WERE SO ... AHHS! THANKS SO MUCH GUYS!!!

Then, Yayat came. OMG! Yay! He was late lah :P Awwwhs, too bad :P Soon after, I gotten myself changed and it was present giving session! :D I have gotten TOPMAN SHADES from Arman and Fee! Bopsyzxzxzxzx! :D OMG AWHHHHHHHHHHHHS! They forced me to open infront of everyone lah! OMG. Ahhhhhhhhhhs! THANKS SO MUCH! I was practically craving for it a longgggg time! Pssst! I can strike it off from my list :P Wheee! Thanks! And and, then, FAMOUS AMOUS COOKIES from Natiara! Awwwwwwwhs! OMG. Chocolate cookies! OMG. Thanks so muchhhhhhh Nat! Heartttt! :P Hehehehe! Then Bryan give me a COTTON ON BUTTON-DOWN TOP! OMG THANKSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! Woohoo! Thanks so much Bryan! OMG THANKS! COTTON ON ^^

After that, we played games like frisbee and, the game I so liked, DOG-AND-BONE! Yes, you may question why am I liking such a childhood game. Reason being, when FFDC and Fad Faction plays that game, it is pure violence! :P Hahahaha! You should really watch us play. The violent few would be Greg, Fee, Haziqah and myself! :P Hahahaha! Play with me, and you'll get it :P Nyahahahas~! :P

After that, it started pouring with heavy rain. Waited and crapped under the shelter until the rain stopped :P Headed to the sea and woo, played! We were like practically throwing sand at each other. Some were just sitting by the sea watching us play, like some "baby sitters" :P Hahahaha!

Soon later, it was going to pour again and we set off. While setting off, it poured heavier! I was.. "safe" thanks to my handy-dandy umbrella! :D I was practically sharing it with Zul and Yayat. Hahahaha! We sat at another shelter and stayed there for.. a hour or so? Hehehs.

After that, went off for dinner and went home. What a tiring day indeed! But an awesome one! THANKS SO MUCH EVERYONE! THANKS SO MUCH! Especially to those who planned it all, Hazierah and Fee ^^

On the 7th July, Izzy went for his National Service. I wish all the best and the Vogue-st Police cadet over there yeahs? :DDDD I am so going to miss you, and so will everyone else! I can't wait for you to return and I want to thank you for everything you did for FFDC :D Ahhhhs! All the best yeahs!! :D

Dear readers, stay tuned and wait for an upcoming post after this. It would be the most recent one :D

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

I want school to end.

2009-06-22T23:41:00.002+08:00

"A million times I've asked you, And then I ask you over again"

Screw Mondays - Gosh, the "start of the week". Actually, do you know that Sunday is the first day of the week? Yeahs, it is. I remembered my parents telling me that. I mean, why do you think the calenders shows that? :P Hahaha. So yeahs, Mondays. I hate them. You know why? Again, school.

Sorry for letting you all read the increasing number of times I just blabber about how much I hate school. Well, I really do. So I obviously I have to rant it all out right? Nyahahahas~! I hate school. I hate school. I hate school. I hate school. I hate school. (Skips around a bush and hums those words) Hahahaha! :P

(Munching on crackers) Ohoh! I just received news that one of the blocks in my school, Block W1 has an H1N1 case ^^ Kay, I am not happy that someone is affected, just that that means.... NO SCHOOL SOON! That is for sure. Like duh! Ahhs, I can't wait to receive an e-mail/announcement saying we don't have to report to school soon (Smiles super super super widely) I just really hope it is positive and not some rumour or something. Because of that, the whole class didn't come, to avoid being affected. OMG. (Prays hard)

But! I there is a sad reality check to it. What if my whole school needs to be quarantined? Ahhhs, hopefully not. Come on, competition is this Saturday! Kaykay, I have changed my mind! I want school to end, without any quarantine thing. (Prays harder) And OMG. Just received news that there are two more cases of that. OMGGGGGGGGGGEEEZ~

Well, enough of these H1N1 thing going on. School ended earlier today. I left class at around 3.20pm and headed to the toilet to empty my bladder :P I rushed out and later, I sooner realised my pocket was rather.. empty. I realised my phone is not with me. I ran up back to the toilet and thank God it was still at the cubicle. Phew~

Headed to dance after that and this time, reached the Airport at 4.45pm. Fifteen minutes earlier than usual :D Sadly Duck wasn't there! And I can't wait for Amirah to come tomorrow ^^ And yay! Khai is back from Malaysia! Yay! And oh, psssst! (whispers) Thanks for the.. bubblegum. It is illegal what :P Kay, that is lame. Hahaha

Was super happy to see Rocking Duo! ^^ And what seyh Haziqah, leave early. OMG. Why so early?! Hahaha. And and Izzy came today! A lot was taught today and a lot needs to be done. Noted. And happy belated birthday! :D

I pray that Rocking Duo gets better and gets a fast recovery. Also, I hope that things on his side will be okay. Remember what I said, just hang in there and it is just temporary yeahs? Things will be better, I promise. I am here, always. (Smiles widely)

Perfection comes with loads of effort or work done. Perfection is not just a mere thing that can just come by and next thing you know, you'll get it. It is never that way. Yes, I do belive in talents but talents don't just come by either. You may see the people around you with talents, but ask yourself. Have you seen what was put through behind it?

I want to strive for perfection. In everything I do. Especially where my passion lies. There may so many thousands of people out there whom I can look up to, but I know one thing for sure, I want to work my ass off to at least be one of them. It is possible, it just matters how much I would work for it. Purrrrrrr-fection, I am working to get you.

Hate is a very strong word for me. Really, very. That explains why I rarely use that word. So far, I would only use that word to describe how I feel towards school. This time, I can say that I hate you. Really. I do. After seeing you, I begin realise that your inner self, is not much of a friend should be. It pierced me deep inside, to hear you saying all those, to see you doing those actions. I wonder, who are you? I regret crying over your friendship last night.

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

Wish you were here.

2009-06-21T22:49:00.004+08:00

"See the bag, it match the boots, and the boots, they match the hat"

A day at my grandparent's - Practically was at my grandparents' today. Just some get together thingy. Surprisingly my grandfather was so happy to see me. When I came he was like "Yay! My grandson came todayyyyyyy" Hahaha! Awwwhs. Hehe! Well, reason being might be that, I don't know why, my cousins who are at my age and older, they don't attend family functions D: But I always do. I think he thought that I would be like them and next thing he knows, I came ^^ That'll never happen lah GrandDad! ^^

So basically, it was pretty much hectic and noisy and loud and non-stop laughings at the house. Ate together, made fun of each other. Hahaha! Thats where I get my "annoying genes" from okays! :P Hahahaha! Takder kerje, terus annoy people. Nyahahahahs! My mind was pretty much somewhere else mostly.

Well, looking at the night's sky, just thinking (: Oh don't bother trying to understand that. Heee! But yeahs, today was supposed to be a class outing but, I couldn't go. Well, I don't even have the $ in my pocket to go out today. Awwwwhs~ Oh wells.

Anyhoo, I really REALLY hope that the holidays will be extended due to the H1N1 virus thing. So that my holidays will restart :D Seriously, I hate school. Again, I hate school! (Smiles sarcasticly and rolls my eyes a thousand million timezxzxz)

Well, pretty much that is my day today. Short post. Oh wells. Hahaha. I am just waiting for the phone to ring ring ring :D

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

With love.

2009-06-20T23:02:00.004+08:00

"And he shattered something else, To drag her suitcase down the path to the driveway"

Rocking Duo came back- Yes! Yes! Rocking Duo came back four nights ago! OMG. Yahhhhhhhh~ Super god damn happy for his return :DDDD I was still touring with the other three Dollz and next thing I know, my phone rang in my hand.. Wait! My microphone rang :P Hahaha! In the middle of the last song. Sorry fans, it was a really important call :P Hahahaahahaha!

I was practically shouting on the phone can? :P Ahhhhhhhs! Yayyyyyy! Rocking Duo came backkkkk! OMG. Yes, yes, yes, yes. (Screams!) &Thanks super super much for the new badge! Ahhhs! It is like my fourth one now :D And I so likeeee the colours (Wink Wink!) and guess what people. He has gotten me.. HILARY DUFF'S; WITH LOVE FRAGRANCE (Guys' Version)!!! (Above) Yes! TOTALLY AWESOME RIGHT? (Screams!) It is like Blue and the bottle is superrrrr... stylish! It is different from the above picture. It is not feminine. Superrrr nicer ;D OMG. The box, ahhs! Thanks so much Rocking Duo! OMG. THANKS SO MUCH! (Screams! Jumps around! Faints on the floor) :P

Updates - Yes, it has been five days since I've updated. Must be really tired out after school and dance. School, is a drool. Dance, is awesome! Just that, we're left with one week and we need things to be done (: We may be short of time, but we can still get it done (:

Dance practice has been at the airport, and only the airport ^ ^ Liking that place, sticking to it. On school days, I have to rush off from school, to the Woodlands Interchange, take an hour ride and head to the airport. Goshhhh~ I will lose a lot. Reason being, I will only be there by 5pm D: I hate school I tell you. Not only because of that, I just really do.

Speaking of that, the only reason why I still bother to go to school is because the school fees are paid my parents, and it is expensive. Secondly, lunch times with Zulaika and classmates. Thirdly, hmmm, can't think of anything already. The line I have been hearing now, "I just can't wait to get over this year and go to second year."

Anyways, had dance practice just now. ^^ Finally, a Saturday. I can be there, for the whole dayyyyy! :D No schooooool! (Yes, it is a big deal to me. Thank you) Fad Faction cameeeeeee :D The wholeeeeeee freaking secret place is full of us :D FFDC and Fad Faction. FFFFDC :P Hahaha! But yeahs, pretty much tiring today. And Azura (she doesn't want to be called "Kak Azura" anymore :P) came today! Arman's sister. OMG. It has been long lah ^^

We went through the routines again and again. Time, to do the formations people :D And omg, I so likeeeeee the last part. Woohoo! Oh oh oh! "Ta ta ta ta ta! Be careful what you PIAKKK!" Hahahaha! The other four dollz should know :P And Bryan! Stop stop calling me or hinting that I am short! Whatever lah dey! :P Hahahahaha!

We had our fourth tour tonight. (above) All the fans were super awesome! Some songs were cut though. Sorry about that! We have been touring, tired you know. Hahahahahahahaha! :P At least we did another medley of "I Hate This Part" and "When I Grow Up" routine for you all you know. OMG. (Macam paham seyh) :P Hahaha! But yeahs, had fun. ^^

A lot, a whole lot of things need to be done. Thanks Rocking Duo, you were right. Really. We shouldn't be doing it that way. Lets work it out, get it done. It is our thing remember (Winks Winks!) It can still be done :D

I suddenly started missing Hilary Duff. She has been too busy with her TV appearances on many TV series and many upcoming movies that she has been "away" from music. I just hope she will "come back" :D

Ohohoh! Tagged by Bryan and Kamil :D

1.Besides lips, where is your favourite spot to get kiss ?
THAT, is personal. Only one should know. (Smiles)

2. How do you feel when you wake up this morning?
Fresh? Lazy to get out of bed. I will just take my phone and go on speed dial ^ ^

3. Who was the last person you took photo with?
The Dollz, Mia's lap top webcam ;D Funny giler lah!

4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
Hmm, yeahs. Can say that. But I think I kind of tonned down as compared to last time (:

5. Would you ever donate blood?
Arghs! NEVER! I am .. afraid? What! My problem uhs :P

6. Have you ever had a bestfriend who was the opposite sex?
Yupyupyup.

7. Do you want someone dead?
Hmmmm, I am not THAT mean :P

8. What does the last message say?
"Admire my patience? ....blablabla" That is not for you people to know :D Awwwhs, too bad. Nyahahaha!

9. What are you thinking right now?
Now you want to know that? OMG. Get off from my mind lah! :P

10. Do you wish someone with you right now?
Like durh! OMG. BIG TIME! ^^

11. What time you went to bed last night?
Somewhere around.. 1plus

12. Where did you buy the t-shirt that you're wearing now?
My parents bought it, so I have no clue :P

13. Is someone in your mind?
Yeahs :D

14. Who was the last person who texted you?
Rocking Duo!

15. 10 people tagged to do this quiz:
1. It's
2. okay.
3. I
4. don't
5. want
6. to
7. trouble
8. anyone.
9. No
10. thanks.

Done with the quiz! Phew! Well there is another half but, i didn't tag anyone to do it what :P Nyahahahahahs! Easy way out aye? Heeee! ^ ^ Oh oh oh! Call me random but, 30th June! ^ ^

And and, Ashley Tisdale is back to bring more music! ^ ^ Yes yes! Her latest album, Guilty Pleasure (above) is the bomb :D That genre is so for her :D I remembered being hooked onto her previous album, Headstrong, and I can tell you, I am hooked onto this one too :D I think it is worth your ears :D And she is brunette now! Totally fits her. Woooo! I want more of her songs. Heeee~!

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

One more day. Just one.

2009-06-15T23:19:00.008+08:00

"You go hit the lights, I'll set up the camera, Let's get to the action"

One more day - OMG, tell me that I am not dreaming! Just one more day! ^ ^ Gosh gosh gosh, I seriously can't wait! Whattttttttt, my Rocking Duo what :D (Screams) I seriously can't wait! Haziqah oh you know how much I am looking forward to tomorrow :D

Anyways, wow, yes w.o.w. I have already starting schooling already (Sighs!) Yes yes yes, I hate school. Really, I do. I never ever will look forward to wake up early for school. SERIOUSLY. I am totally am forced to even be present. Well, first year in RP is SUPER boring. I just want to get through the year and I can't wait to start on my course next year (Smiles)

So, school was as usual. Just that the whole class is practically making fun or the faci through the class conversation in MSN. How mean.. Oh wells. Just diam jer. And I had my Brownies with Ice-cream on top of it with Zulaika! Wheee~ I likeeee! And oh! She texted me after school telling me that she saw someone, EXACTLY like me. His style, his hair... everything. Woahhh! I want to see seyhhhh! D:

Anyways, rushed after school for dance practice. Took 858 to the Airport, it was for.. an hour? Yeahs, at most. I was so happy to see them once I left the lift :D Fad Faction was there too! Yipeeeeee! ^ ^ Thanks Kamil to ACTUALLY bring the Muruku for me. Wooo! Wah you were happy giler seyh when I said you can finally use THAT emoticon. You know which one :P Hahaha!

So, had practice with Izzy and it was super tiring but, had fun at the same time ^ ^ Learning new steps, is always fun :D But! It would be so much fun-er when Zuperzul/Rocking Duo is thereeeee lahhhhhhhhhhh~D:

&Duck! You uhs, don't give up so easily okay? You know you want to do your very best on the stage next Saturday. And I know you can! (Smiles) And awwwwwwwhs, Split Partner had to leave super early D: I hope tomorrow he can stay longer! ^ ^

After practice, it was clocked at 9.30pm. Yes, it was really a tiring one. Very. We were contemplating to eat at McDonalds or the Food Court and it turned out to be the Food Court. Hahahaha! I ate.. NASI BRIYANI! OMG right? I used to hate it, a whole lot, now I think I don't. See lah! What Rocking Duo influenced me to eat :P Hahaha! Gosh, faster come back lah you!

OMG OMG OMG OMG! Just one night away and he will be backkkkkkkkkkkkk! OMG. My awesomest Rocking Duo! OMG. Just one more nightttt! If you are reading this, I AM SUPER SUPER HAPPY YOU ARE COMING BACK SOOOOOOOON! AHHHHS! YOU HAVE NO IDEA! FASTERRRRRRRRR! You are so slow tau :P

Anyways, then I rushed back home because I was super late. Didn't know my parents kind of don't like me going home late because last time, I came home late almost everyday, they pretty much didn't mention anything. Hahaha. But never mind, they didn't even scolded me or something. Hee!

And ahhhhhhhhhhs Split Partner! Hang in there yeahsssssss?! You know you have my back! You SO know that righttttttt? :D Oh you better do or else.. (Plays horryfying music) :P Just don't let things affect you because in the end, it is you who make the most of yourself (: Forget about that _ _ _ _ because that _ _ _ _ is so gross and not worth our bitching :P

Alrighty, I will call it a night now.

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

One o'clock, here I come.

2009-06-14T22:38:00.005+08:00

"Nobody ever made me feel this way, I'm going to stick with you"

Two more days - Gosh, whatever it is, all Sundays are still Sundays. That means, boring, stay at home, hot and blablablabla~ The worst day of the week :P Well, at least I am having my religious school holidays (; Can sleep more! Wooohooo! Party! KAY, so not needed :P

So basically, stayed at home all day. Did dishes (Cries) Layed around, slept again and again. And chatted. :D Arman, I always say "BRB" aye? HAHAHA! Sorry lah, chores, lunch :P HAHA! OMG. Sundays are always Sundays aye? :P Well, but at least I had bowls and bowls of Chocolate Ice-cream with Chocolate chips with Chocolate syrup! Yummmm~ :D Hahaha ROCKING DUO COME BACKKKKKK! (Sadder face)

But! Sadly, my holidays are ending D: As in, I have school tomorrow onwards. What a short 2 weeks yeahs? Boo! I hate school, really, I do. I just can't wait to see Zulaika :D And to at least get better grades this time round. (Smiles)

And poof! Rush off for dance practices! ^^ Maybe another Tour? Dollz, tomorrow's is at which state uhs? HEHEHEHE! I likey likey! :D Espeically "performing" Takin' Over the World. All the running here and there! ^^ Hehe! Can't wait to meet with the Dollz tomorrow! FFDC :D

Ohohoh! My split partner did an AWESOME One o'clock leg lift yesterday! ^ ^ Something like this (above). Yes yes yes yes! He did it! :D Go Arman! Go Arman! Go Arman! (Cheers with pom poms) :P Hee! I was watching him fro the back. Nice! I want to do it too! Yay! Lets train together! ^^ And and and Rocking Duo! OMG. I cannot get it off my mind. You were so much more flexible the other day! See, you just need to practice and you can! :D Faster come backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk! (Sad face) D:

Ahhhhs, so good nights people! Gotta crash. School tommorow. (Saddddd face)

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

How I wish.

2009-06-13T23:33:00.004+08:00

"Now, we don't mess around, you see me with my crew"

Three more days - Yes, I am counting down to the number of days left Rocking Duo will be back! (Screams in misery) OMG. Time, you better be shorter. Clock, please move much more faster! If he is away, then no Rocking Duos lor. So am I like going solo? HAHAHAHAHAHA! OMG. That is super lame :P Well, I hope he is having a great time over there. (Smiles)

Today's practice is tiring one thing for sure. Drank two Apple Juice with Aloe Vera cartons :D OMG. Yes, better than drinking gas drinks during practices right? (Wink!) Fad Faction shared the venue too! Yipeeeeee! Hope there'll be moreeeee yeahs? ^ ^ And and and Khai's cousin came to drop by again ;D Woohoo! The "Gee Dance Master" :P Hahaha! I am so waiting for her to teach us at least :P

Six of us today for FFDC. At first Hidayah came but she had to leave. HAD TO :P Hmmm, I wonder for what uhs? (Wink Wink! Sticks out my tongue) Hahahahaha! But yeahs, it was superb. If only ZuperZul was thereeeeeeeeeeeee! Boo~

And, we had our very own "Doll Domination Tour Concert" lahhhhh! With Mia as Nicole, Arman as Melody, Yayat as Ashley and myself as Kimberly ^ ^ Soooooo like when they were here in Singapore, Jessica absent and all. If Zul came, it would be complete! Sad lah the rest don't really know the whole routine D: You all learn lahh! :D

Will be joining a competion in two weeks! ^ ^ Will update more once I have more details (; Yayyyyyy! Likey likey (;

I think uhs, someone was superrrrr happy today! (Winks! Stick out tongueeeee!) HAHAHAHAHAHA! Well, you know I know that you know that :P And and and to someone else, glad that you are taking it that way, in a good way. Keep it that way yeahs? Life is good you know (:

Well, one thing we all should take not. Pain is only temporary. You may "suffer" now but in the end, you will get something of worthy later and plus, no more pain. Serisously (: So, don't ever think of giving up no matter what yeahs? Yes, you may have those thought but, pick yourself up, tell yourself, is it worth it? If it is, go for it :D

I am active in Twitter now. Inactive in Facebook (temporary) .

Alrighty, till here! And and and, the box has always been with me you know (Smiles so so so widely)

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

Have a safe trip Rocking Duo.

2009-06-12T22:24:00.007+08:00

"Wanna be the fast driver of a shiny car"

Holiday break from family - Turns out, I didn't go for the family Malaysia holiday trip. (Smiles) I came home last night and my dad started saying; "I don't care, you have to go." Then he gave me the cheeky wink. Hahahahaha! Then when I checked my passport, he didn't fill in ANY details on the card. Yay! (Jumps around with joy)

Yes, I have all the house to myself and my sister with her husband. Well, there is a minus to it. Which is.. I had to do the dishes. LAST NIGHT'S DISHES. (Screams inside with disgust) You have no idea how long I took to wash my hands after finishing washing them :P

Ohhhhhhh! The reason why I am doing house chores now is because, my maid went back to her country, to go home for awhile. For 10 days. OMG, that looks long. Err... For 1 week and 3 days :D Hahahaha! So yeahhhhhs~ We have to do our own chores. Ahhhhhs! You have no idea how much I am sufferring just to even make my own bed :P (Sticks out tongue)

Anyways, today I had an AWESOME day with Rocking Duo! :D With my handy dandy, DSLR ^^ Hahahahaha! Hmmmm, we went to Iluma to get his adorable Trexi. (above) Hahaha! Joking lah! It just that .. "it" is an extra lah. Suppose to be a Rocking Duo outing lor. Hahaha! :P Anyways, we gotten his Trexi at this cool shop. Hehe! He has been wanting it since.. ever? :P Hahahaha! And I am so getting my Bitch Kit soon! (Winks!)

Then, headed to Vivo City! OMG. Second day in a row to be there. Yesterday, "Drag Me To Hell" was simply a.w.e.s.o.m.e! It was super loud, and.. "sudden". Like suddenly something pop out. Erghs! That old gypsy woman. Erghs! The lady is so innocent lah. I pity her! D: In the end... yahhhhh~ You all watch lah! :P It is definitely a must watch :D

Well, had so much fun there. Ate the OHSO delicious Ben & Jerrys Chocolate Therapy! :D And Zul had his Chocolate Fudge Brownies :D Ahhhhhhhhhhh~! (Melts like those chocolate ice-cream) Ahhhhhhhhs~! Then basically, ZuperZul was the photographer of the day, an awesome one. (OMG, how many times seyh I used the word "awesome".) It was super fun lah! Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahs~! :D

Well, spending the whole day with Rocking Duo is a MUST because apperently he will be leaving for a holiday for four days D: OMG. Then what am i? Flying Solo? HAHAHAHA! Kay, that was so not needed :P But yeahs, have a safe trip yeahs? Have fun! ^^ You can so eat your malay food and those chewy chewy gums :P Take careeeeeeeeeeeee! :D Have funnnnnnnnnnnnn! OMG. Come back fast tau? :P Hahahaha. Whatttt~ Can what :P

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

I need to feel you.

2009-06-10T20:32:00.003+08:00

"I'm not done yet; Watch what I do with all your clothes"

FFDC's Photoshoot - On the 8th of June, FFDC had their photoshoot, us. Yay! One thing for sure, it was super fun. SUPER. Actually, after all that, I am seriously looking forward for more! Yipeee! (Jumps around and starts to pose) :P

It was tiring but again, fun. SERIOUSLY ^^ Zul and I took the photos but all I did was the close-ups. So it is no biggy. Thanks ZuperZul for being just the awesomest photographer :D The edits were planned by him and I and I did the job. Tiring! Tedious! BUT, worth it :D Thanks Zul :D

And and and thanks everyone for making it possible! :D Although some couldn't ): But it was indeed a funfunfun day :D And and get well soon Mia! Rest well alright? Make sure Yayat takes care of you hor! :P Thank you both for coming! Wooohooo! Hope to see you all next practice ^ ^

Anyhoo, the themes are Candy Pop and Vintage. (below)

Tommorow, I will be watching "Drag Me To Hell" (below) with Rocking Duo! So far, great ratings. Plus, will be watching it ar GVMax! One of the biggest cinema in Singapore. More effects yaw! :D Hahaha! OMG. I hope I won't be shouting. But one thing for sure, people screaming will make me scream too :P Hahaha! OMG. I can't wait!

I think I am hooked to "You Belong With Me" by Taylor Swift. (above) Well, OMG. Yes, I am. And and ZuperZul told me that Fearless is her next single. Woohooo! Ahhhs! I likeeeeeee that song. Thanks to him lor! :P He lah, keep singing it. Wait.. "singing" it. Hahaha! Joking :P

Anyways, the MV for "You Belong With Me" is super sweet and cute. Hahaha. Seeing Taylor being and nerd and a bitch. I like! :D She so looked hot being the bitch :P And I just find the song sweet and stuffs (:

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

Am I in it alone?

2009-06-07T14:23:00.010+08:00

"I know you'll ask me to hold on"

I am still trying to find my way back. I don't ever want to lose trust, to hurt, to disappoint and most of all, to not be myself. Seriously, it sucks. My soul somehow feels rather cold and alone? Yes, I do have Rocking Duo and others but I just know that this cold war, is only between me and myself.

It sucks. The world I see now, seems different. Everything. Whatever happen to the world of happiness and love. I feel as though I am not who I was to the people around me. Upsetting someone becomes a habit. Back to having sleepless nights. I guess this really is part and parcel of life. But the question is, must it be this way?

I was given the chance to win it all back yesterday, and I am going to take it with all my heart. It really means the world to me, really it does. To have this heavy guilt, makes me feel as though I should not be living anymore. Whats the point of living when you failed in life?

I really wished Thursday wasn't like the Thursday it was.

Enough of all these, I just really needed to let my sorrows out. Anyhoo, finally I am done with my exams for religious school. Three weeks of holidays, like finally. No more tiring Sundays I guess. But Sundays are still the saddest.

Ohoh! Click HERE. Ashley's and Kimberley's twitter. No wonder Ashley wasn't herself ): And and Kimberley liked Singapore! :D

Practice yesterday was at the airport (: Izzy came around 6pm and we danced till around 7.45pm as it was rather late ): But one thing for sure, it was one heck of a practice. Super fun, all the time (: He totally loosen us up, as in literally. Our flexibility to be exact ^ ^

OMG. I will so look forward to all practices with Izzy! I likeeee~ :P Hahaha! But anyways, I was at the airport since 10.30am. We just had our own practice till he came. It was definitely cooling one thing for sure. Cleaner and cooler than the concourse :P Hahaha! Awwwhs, I miss that place. (Whispers) Well, not really :P

And I had my first Deluxe Double Chocolate Frappe! Ahhhhs! First of all, it was super long since I had Double Chocolate Frappe from McCafe. And yesterday's was the DELUXE :D Whatttttt! It is chocolate whattt! I can't help it :P Hahaha! Wait, I mean who wouldn't? Bluek!! Oh, below is the interview of Jessica on the phone.

Well, until here I guess. Wordy one :P

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

I see a horrible reflection.

2009-06-06T15:51:00.003+08:00

"I wasn’t looking for this; What is this?"

Yesterday was definitely a day that what you people call, a "roller-coaster ride". The day started really really well. One of the best things that ever happened to me on my mornings. Rather than either still being on bed, or eating my breakfast set on the dining table, or on the way to school, Zul surprised me at my house with.. DOLL DOMINATION 2.0 ALBUM! (Screams! Shouts! Covers my face with my pillow! Jumps!)

It is a HUGEEEEEEE thing because it is not available in Singapore! OMG! OMG! OMG! OMG! OMG! OMGGGGGGG! Feel me people! It is like not available in Singaporeeee! I have no idea how much is its value but one thing for sure, it means much more to me than what is its worth! OH MY GOD! THANKS SO MUCH ZULLLLLLLL!

This really means so much to me, SO MUCH. I really have no idea how can I show how much I really do appreciate everything you've done or given me. I just... can't thank you enough.

Anyways, let me elaborate on yesterday before I get more personal. Anyhoo, after that AWESOME, EXCITING, GREAT surprise given by Rocking Duo, we went to Tampines for a early lunch while waiting for Haziqah. Thanks to him, I think, I can say that I am addicted to "Rockband Unplugged". It is some PSP game :D

Anyhoo, went to get our hair done, as in Haziqah and I at this place. I am so not going back to Pro Trim Hair Studio for a veryyyy long time :P Because the price is ~~cheap~~ ~~affordable~~ worth my money :D

After that, headed to Tampines One to slack here and there and soon, headed to our separate ways. Zul and I head off to Kallang while Haziqah went out with someone else. Once we were there, we went to Kallang Leisure Park and walked around, soon headed to Singapore Indoor Stadium and poof! We saw Arman in the cab. Zul guessed it right aye :P

It was friggin' empty. If we gotten the stanging pen tickets, we would be right infront :D We slacked and pretty much had TBT session (Winks Winks!) Next thing I know, my bladder gotten "heavy". Went around to find a toilet but didn't. So headed back to Kallang Leisure Park :P We clashed with Yayat, Mia and friend on the way there. Awesome huh.

Oh guess what, THEY ARE OFFICIALLY FFDC MEMBERS! :D Welcome to the family and hpe to see you guys tomorrow (:

Then, when we reached Singapore Indoor Stadium again, our tummy gotten restless and hungry so we headed back to Kallang Leisure Park AGAIN :P Ate at KFC and woo, went back AGAIN :P We are so jealous of Arman's boots, even Arman himself. You know why? Cause! "They" get all the attention :P Hahahaha!

So we entered the stadium at around 7 plus and the concert started at 8.30pm plus. How was the concert you may ask? Well, yes, it was OBVIOULSY a bomb! Like to be able to see and hear them live! After the concert, I like Melody and Nicole more than I use to! :D

Melody's voice was powerful she was so enthusiastic. Nicole's voice was magical and she is well respected by me thats for sure :D Sad part, Ashley seem so sad? Tired? Sick? I don't know, just not herself ): Anyways, we screamed a lot, A WHOLE LOT! :D Glad they performed Jai Ho! ^ ^ And they are more of a group now! :D Yay!

Anyhoo, on the whole, the concert was quite quite disappointing. First of all, Jessica Sutta didn't come D: I cried when Arman told me that before the concert. It saddens more not seeing her. Seeing is believing. Next, the concert is sooooo different as compared to the other DD Tour concerts at other countries D: Magic and the solo songs were out of the concert D: The back up guy dancers didn't even come so it was just four pussycat dolls on the stage.

However, I enjoyed the concert, it was my dream. Well, things happen for a reason (: And what matters most is that I get to go to the concert with Rocking Duo and Arman (Smiles) And that, seeing them live, infront of my eyes, hearing their voices totally cast a spell on me. Yay! I WENT TO DOLL DOMINATION TOUR!! Hope to see them again, with their next tour (Winks!)

I want to wish Miss Jessica Sutta a speedy recovery from her injury. I screamed my lungs out when Kimberly told us to give a shout out to you. You are my most most most favourite Doll, other than Ashley. I do hope you get better and you are able to perform again. I am sure your loved ones totally miss you, especially the other dolls. And definitely your fans like me!

That was my yesterday.

As days, months, and even years go by, I grew to be a better or a worse person. But I am indeed aware of who I am now, whom, I don't want to be like. It just sucks knowing my mood affects me, so much. And I don't want that to ever happen again, never. What I did, is just not forgivable. At all. I cry seeing whom I have become. Knowing what I did.

Just imagine, you did something that is really really hurtful, and you have not done to anyone BUT, the one you cared most. You'll feel this HEAVY guilt, and that you just want to scream your heart and lungs out. You can never forgive yourself, but you still want to change. It hurts so much, so much. Well, that is me.

I want to change, change as in, be the person whom I once was. To really really care for everyone around me, especially the ones I love. It really means so much to me, your patience and forgiveness. Now, I will do everything I can, everything, to be the person whom I once was.

I am sorry. Deep down, right beneath my heart, I am sorry.

Well, I really really pray that everything will be the way things were before, and that I am who I once were.

P.s: Photos, all later.

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

Dreams do come true, like tomorrow

2009-06-03T22:09:00.006+08:00

"Wind blowing through my hair making you wanna stare "

Cleans the dust away - I am just utterly exhausted to sit by the laptop to actually recall things that happen in my life all the time and furthermore, to type it all out. That explains my ohso "out-dated" blog. So, I practically just Plurk (: Hohoho! Enough said, well, at least I am finally pushing away the "L" habit, laziness :P

Anyways, it was roughly kinda of a week with ups and downs. It is rather rare for me to have downs LATELY, but apparently it all came back. Between friends, family and even having a cold war between my alter ego. However, I am sure it will all soon be over like before, and Rush will be that happy-go-lucky guy once again.

30th May'09 - FFDC, us, had our second competition at Plaza Singapura once again. Breathe; Live It Up Without Lighting It Up. It was definitely a great experience to bring with ourselves. If only the crowd was as uplifting as Danceworks :P But oh wells, it was fun. We didn't get into the finals though. It's okay, yes it may be hurtful but hey, we can still move on. We won't give up. We want to improve. Thats all that matters (: And to have the fire of our passion to keep burning.

And congratulations to Fad Faction for getting third! :D You guys are awesome! :D SUPERRRRR AWESOME! :D Hope to see you guys more often! :D

While waiting for the results, Izzy approached us. He wants to help us go further and train us to be better. We were so excited about it ;D VERY. To know we have an opportunity to bring us to greater heights. We are indeed thankful to Izzy. In fact, we just had practice with him just now.

It was tough, but DEFINITELY a great experience. Trying out something we have not done before. Something new. Difficult to adapt to the different techniques and I was rather disapointed with myself though. But oh wells, hoping that he is able to come down this Saturday (:

Ohohoh! Speaking of dance practices, yesterday Yayat and Mia from came! ^ ^ We had so much fun. They should have came earlier lor :P PCD fanatics join together, dancing, equals to MAJOR FUN! ;D Now, waiting for their answer, if they wanna join or not. So far, there are good signs (: And I just really am liking it. As in, having dance practice during the holidays. LIKE FINALLY. I hate it, having to rush all the way there after school. Thank God it is the holidays.

Terminator Salvation - I watched this freaking awesome movie with Rocking Duo! :D It was freaking freaking awesome I tell you! Trust me. Robots, war. So not my type but i enjoyed it. THAT IS HOW NICE THE MOVIE IS :D No regrets definitely. It is a must watch people! With all the effects and everything, you will actually feel as though you are IN the movie I tell you (;

Drag Me To Hell - This horror movie, next Thursday with Rocking Duo! ^ ^ OMG. I am actually watching a horror movie with him. That guy uhs, super huge fan of horror and gruesome movies. OMG right? :P Haha! I wonder how the experice will be. I think right, he will be to engrossed to the movie lor :P OMG. I think I am gonng scream a lot? Yeahs! Trust me, I will be a nuisence to the cinema :P Well, lets see how it'll go (:

Zul - This guy over here uhs, is not asian you know. See his natural green eyes? :P HAHAHA! Well, I just wanna thank him for being there ALL THE TIME. Seriously, the shoulder, the ears, the eyes. He always is the one that ensure I am always myself. He takes care of me like an elder brother lor -.- Hahaha! Seriously, sometimes I feel that I am the younger one :P But yeahs, the person that really really means so much to me. Rocking Duo! ;D A special young chap definitely. He will do whatever he can for me, in fact, for anyone, to always cheer one's up. He is definitely someone I actually look up to (: Thanks so much for motivating me, especially just now. Just sitting there, listening to you, motivating me, is just so... thanks so much! Thanks so much! ^ ^

22 more hours - It is just hours away to Pussycat Doll's Doll Domination Tour at Singapore Indoor Stadium! With the opening performance by Lady Gaga! OMG. OMG! Like finally! OMG! OMG! OMG! OMG! OMGGGGGGGGGG! I must be dreaming! Is it tomorrow?OMG YES IT IS! (Screams!) This is fucking awesome! Tomorrow, I must just faint :P Ahhhs! Seriously, you will never know people! I am CRAZYYY over them what. You'll never know! OMG! OMG! AHHHHHHHS! This is freaking freaking freaking... AHHHHHS! ASLHEY! JESSICA! KIMBERLY! NICOLE! MELODY! LADY GAGA! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!

Haziqah - OMG. This ... hahah! Joking lah! This girl is definitely someone that has always been there, to motivate me and push me to achive what I want. Definitely. It really does mean so much to me. After all those ups and downs, we still manage to fix things up (: I just really wanna thank her for being there for me, to pick me up whenver I am down. And that, I really do appreciate her. Even though there are times of quarrels or what so ever, she just have to ask herself that if I don't bother, would I bother to fix it (:

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

Gugugaga over Lady Gaga.

2009-05-24T13:55:00.003+08:00

"Hold me and love me,
Just want touch you for a minute"

Lady Gaga - OMG. I seriously can't get enough of her suddenly. OMG. Her fashion, Futuristic Pop :D I likeeee~ And suddenly, so so suddenly, her songs are at the top of my playlist. Well, below Jai Ho and When I Grow Up that is :P Thats already good enough lor :P She is really weird. Watch her interviews, you will know what I mean. But! I likeeee~ :D

Anyhoo, well at least an update would do right. When there aren't many photos, it would be hard for me to update. Laziness starts coming in :P If there are pictures, I will start editting and poof! I will update :P Well, here I am. Kay, whatever.

Anyhoo, you know what. Psst! I am starting to really get sick or school you know. Having to travel all the way there? Yeahs. Having to think so much everyday. (Whattttt~ I don't like) :P And those boring presentations and whatsoever. Everytime I think of school, somehow it would turn me off COMPLETELY. Well yeahs, I like school, but sometimes, I just get sick of it? Well, this is the life of a student :P

Ohohoh! Three days ago marked Arman!'s 15th birthday :D Want to wish him all the best in everything he does and that he should know, whatever it is, he should know FFDC is always there, behind him :D TBT yeahs? More of that! :P Only FFDC-ies knows aye? (Wink Wink!) Hohohoho! Arman THE hiphopstar :D

Guess what people, my hamsters are expecting! :D Both females. I went to research and both have the signs and symthoms :D They are so going to pop out anytime now. OMG. I hope will be able to witness it. Somehow :D They look like those above :D Picture taken at Pet Safari :D

And hmm, congrats to Kriss Aleen for getting the "American Idol" title. Well, he deserves it but Adam Lambert deserves it more. But hey, both are winners to me. Doesn't matter :D But one thing for sure, this year's season is soooooo much better than some other previous seasons :D

6 more days; 11 more days.

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

Exposure.

2009-05-17T12:36:00.009+08:00

"You're as sweet as candy"

Gosh, what a hot Sunday -.- It took me a freaking long time just to get out from my bed this morning. I am just completely exhausted and almost every single part of my body is silently aching while my own mouth is the noisy one, complaining :P

Well, reason for that was because I had very tiring days before this. Friday, was FFDC's full dress practice. To get ourselves use to the outfit and all. Friggin hot in both meanings :P And and, I've gotten my shades from Zul! :D Thanks! Gosh, I missed them. Thanks for polishing and fixing it! ^^

16th May - Yes, yesterday, FFDC had a last minute performance at Tampines Changkat CC. One thing for sure, we had loads of fun from morning till night. We practically spent 11 hours together yesterday :D Went to just brush up a little in the morning at City Hall and headed off to Tampines around 1? Khai has gotten his hot boots people. And and Kak Azura and Abg Syafiq came with us :D

So we trained there and bus-ed to the CC and went up to the fourth floor. Had a few rehearsals and Wawa came! :D Thanks for coming Wawa! Sadly she had to leave so fast though. But I am sure PinkDot was fun (; And omg, the stage was a freaking bitch can? It was super small! Seriously. Any primary school stage is bigger I tell you. Some had to dance off stage you know :P

Photos photos photos everywhereeeee! Doings of Zul obviously :P It is so him :D Hahaha! He will take out his cam and start shooting or, he will shout "Eh, can we take picture picture?" Haha! ^^ But Haziqah will be using her 3.2 Megapixel phone. Who would want that? :P Hahaha!

After a few rehearsals, went down to the Dance Studio and finally gotten ourselves energized :D And oh boy we were! We practically stole the whole studio even though there were two other groups there :P Made friends with Kak Yana! :D And oh whatever wannabe! UBP! (hints! hints!) Only FFDC would know aye? (Winks!) All we can see are your eyeballs =X Whoops! :P

Anyhoo, after that, went up to another room and we took many photos I tell you! Many many many! And and Hazierah came! OMG. Been so long! :D We were to restless I guess? We waited for one hour? Around there. (Fast forward) Wen backstage and gosh, butterflies in out tummies! We were restless waiting for our turn I tell you! :P So, performed and yes, we did pretty well just that we know there are lots of improvement to be done :D

After that, headed outside for refreshments and we were so hungry! Well, at least me of course! :D I took three plates? Hahaha! Next thing I know, the head of the CC approached us and wanted us to be a group in their CC. Thus, we get the studios for free but we are so called representing them for functions. He was like "Call me! Call me!" :P Hahaha! But, we are still thinking about it but, most likely not. We rather be independant and have our own name :D

After so, we bus-ed back to Tampines Inter and went to Tampines One! But Kak Azura and Abg Syafiq left for town! D: But thanks so much for being there with us! :D Hope to see you both more often! :D So, went to this open area, and we still couldn't get enough of dancing so we danced there :P Next thing we know, Fad Faction came! Kamil, Sulaiman, Bryan and some other girls. Haha. They will be taking part in Breathe too, but Cat B though. FFDC will sure support you guys! :D

We were so wet after those dancing and decided to leave to get drinks/dinner. Sadly Arman and Fee left after they gotten their drinks at Mc. So Zul, Haziqah, Khai and I went up to Long John Silver. Had dinner and yeahs. After so, we left and headed home with Zul :D

FFDC! The next six top models! :P Hahaha! Thanks so much for the day and night and I just wanna say I am indeed very proud of you all. All of you. Yes, you all have received my text but I just am really proud of you all. You know how well you have done and how much you need to improve individually and as a Crew. So lets learn from last night and get our asses up and work it off bitches! :D Remember what Kak Siti said, "Don't try to outshine yourself, but shine together as a Crew" :D Thanks so much Kak Siti! :D Always remember that, and also, anything is possible, it just matter if you want it or not. Look at us before, and looks at us now, we've moved on, and now, lets move on further! :D

And no words, seriously no words, can define how I felt after you telling me what you did. I never thought things like that will be done, for me. Ahhhhhhhhs! Thanks so much Zul! REALLY! Thanks so much! I may not have gotten it, but I what you did will SURELY mean much more to me! (Screams!) Thanks so much! Thanks so much!

I guess it would be until here, for now :D
13 more days; 18 more days.

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

New Cut.

2009-05-12T23:38:00.003+08:00

"Just like that you're mine, Like magic magic magic"

Hadn't been fit for school and stuffs. But what the heck, I still had my time with Zul, Arman and Haziqah :D Oh people, Rush has changed his hairstyle for good :P Woo! Trust me, I never did like seeing my hair drop in the process of changing it. Bluek! Thanks so much Zul! Seriously :D

Days had been just great i guess? Yeahs, very. (Smiles widely) Gosh, I miss the rest so much! Fee, Khairul, Amirah, Hazierah and Hidayah! OMG. Better get your exams done and over it fast. You have no idea how much I have been longing for the day we will ALL be at the Concourse :D Preparation for Breathe is done, everything. We will just give our best shot alrights? And main thing, to have fun and just do our best :D

Somtimes I just wonder, what and how will I be and this very moment without the people I am surrounding with and having right now. Will I ever be this happy if things were just different? Obviously, not. I can never be thankful with the Best Friend I have, the Family I grew up with, the Crew I would just give my heart and soul to, and the friends that just keep me going.

No matter how sad life can be, that is just one thing. The good things have yet to come. Whenever things just don't happen your way, don't frat on it because that is only one out of many things. Many. God is never unfair, never. Yes, you may just blow up and just break down, well, because we have feelings. But, we can't just stay on the ground and not move on.

Then whats the point of laying on the floor when you might actually be smiling and laughing throughout without you even knowing it. (Smiles) A loser is someone who goes all dramatic over things. Because he/she is at loss for only looking at life in such a sad way. Life is more than just that. (:

Oh my God, why am I giving motivational talks :P Well, just something that has been in my mind, thats all. And gosh, sometimes, I get annoyed thinking how people can be so contradicting? And those who walk with thir noses up in the air. And those that just want bad things to happen. Oh wells, don't want to waste seconds of my life entertaining such groups of people.

OMG OMG OMG! (Jumps around) I seriously can't wait for practices, as in official FFDC practices to start because I really miss them! And the process of preparing for a competition and all :D OMG. The outfit is awesome. Well, I likeeeeee it. Hahaha!

And and and Zul! "Boys listen" Hahaha! That has been so your line for the past few days. Too obsessed with Nicole already uh? :P Hahaha :P And someone has his Futuristic Shades! Hope you ~~like~~ love it! :D By the way, you look awesome in them :D Well, what about me? :P (looks above) And Haziqah! hope you do like your Dorothey Perkins Shades that Zul and I have gotten for you! :D (below) Woohoo! Thanks for being the blurest friend ever! :P Joking! Hehs!

And at this very second, the Breathe FFDC participants are so having a conversation now, well except Khai that is. OMG. I miss you all super deeduper much! Can't wait for Friday onwards! :D Woohoo! Gosh, the thirty tissues story is so making us laugh our ass off our seats! (inside joke) (;

Life at school is just awesome I tell you. Have I mention how much my class rocks? Well, they superbly do! The class that easily clicks I tell you. No grudges, at all! Everyone is like close to everyone :D Awesome or what! And apparently, just after 3 weeks of school, I already have nick names :P "Choco Rush" and "Baby Rush". Hahaha! And today, with the new cut, "Stylo Milo Rush" because Mile links with chocolate -.- hahaha! :D Awesome right? Woohoo! But somehow, how I wish that school is like before, morning routines and such. Be my age will you! :P

And gosh, sometimes, we just do get utterly disappointed when people don't act their age. Those crap coming from you? Gosh gosh gosh, now, we clearly don't bother anymore. Sometimes, I do think we will just never click. We are tired, tired of being in such situations. Well, life is a bitch huh? Well, at least we do make full use of it. OTF. Seriously.

Alrighty, till here.

17 days to Breathe Competition, 22 days to Pussycat Doll's Doll Domination Tour.

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

PCD Fever.

2009-05-10T12:00:00.004+08:00

"I wanna be a star!"

Oh I guess I really should update :P Lets see, what can I update about. Oh! Dance practices has been continued lately but it is gonna stop for another week or so till the rest has their exams done and over with. Exams and school always comes first right (: Had practices at my Poly so that time won't be waster and one of the practices, I brought my hamsters :D Hohohoho! But sadly, I came when Amirah had to leave.

So, it had been just Zul, Haziqah, Arman and myself for practices :D We finally gotten our Crew's jacket yesterday! :D Just that Fee's, Khai's and Arman's has not arrived yet. Most probabbly next week :D Yay! In the morning, had funnnn! Swimmingggg with Rocking Duo :D

In the afternoon, went to Orchard to get jackets with Arman too and omg, had some "fun" when on the way the way there. Zul and Arman should know what I am talking about. Hey to the two of you, I have to go through that many times and also in school okay -.- Haha!

So, met up with Haziqah and headed to practice at City Hall instead so that we won't waste time. It was tiring I guess. It has been one week already what. Said our goodbyes to 30T and headed for dinner! Arman and Haziqah were so giving Zul and I suspense lah! I had to like use my lappy just to find out -.-

And we have gotten PCD's Doll Domination Tour tickets! Photois in Arman's blog. (Screammmmmms!) 4th Jun! :D

Hahaha! After so, went home with Zul and Haziqah and Zul changed my hairstyle! I likeeee! OMG. OMG. I wanted that since last time but i didn't know how to! OMG. Thanks Zul! :D And Haziqah did something to my side burns :D Both clicked and oh, I likeeeee! Before we left Haziqah, took photos (above) Till here? More updates soon I guess :P

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

Memories . Melts.

2009-05-04T21:01:00.004+08:00

"Forever united here somehow"

Sundays, it is just plainly boring without dance practices I tell you. Yes, my yesterday was superbly boring. You may say why is it as though my life is nothing without dance? Well, it is not entirely as what it seems. Just that, it is my passion, so what do you expect. Everyone has their own, and apparently, at least half of our lives is spent doing our passion. I have just been stuck at home, laying around.

Times of rolling around on my bed, with my face covered with my own pillow. (smiles)

Didn't really slept well that Saturday night. Stayed up for "duty" (wide smiles) Also, apparently, I think my headphones are going to die. The wire is rather loose. Looks like earphones for me again! Bluek.

Been sitting in front of this laptop's screen, until I have to wash my face several times as it gets oilier. Seriously, "bored" is the word for today. E-meeee~ Ahhhs. Anyways, I think I want to go back to Gossip Girl marathon :P Gossip Girl Two here I come :D

From Zul and myself; Dear Sarah,
We would really want to apologize for our wrong doings by posting such hate posts about you for no apparent reason. We are rather ashamed for doing such things over a misunderstanding and accusing you of something you had nothing to do with. We are really really sorry about that. We did it as we were angry but apparently, for the wrong reason. I do hope you you would forgive us. It would really mean a lot. We really had no intentions of hurting you and embarrassing you for no reason. ): We are really sorry Sarah Afiqa. Whatever decison you do make, we derserve it.

Last night, a deal was made. OMG. I thought it would not be a great idea but after trying it out, woahhhh! It was "fun". Like taking a train back to the past. And going for the ride again. (Screams!) You guys have no idea what I am talking about but I just have to write about it. Excited! Those funny jumpy feeling in your tummy kind of thing? OMG. Yes, i like this feeling. Shhhhh! It will be our little secret. (Says it like Gretchen in Mean Girls)

Guess what, you have no idea how i felt when Arman called me last night. I received news from him about.. Ahhhhs! (Looks above) YesYesYes! PCD! OMG. The second he told me, I screamed my lungs out I tell you! I was practically jumping on the the spot! Next thing I did, I rushed into my room, locked the door and called Zul. AND I TOTALLY SCREAMED TO HIM THE NEWS! Oh, I have not mentioned what is it right?

Kaykaykay, it is.. The Pussycat Dolls will be coming for their Doll Domination Tour here in Singapore! Yes Yes Yes! OMG. Ahhs! I get to see all five of them in front of my own living eyes. Hear their voices with my very own living ears. Smell them.. Nvm! I sound insane already :P I am trying my best to get the front row with Zul and Arman :D If we do, ohmygod, we will have one of the most memorable experience yet! :D I am so excited. 4th June people (Smiles widely)

Today, school was as usual. Apparently it was Maths module. Gosh, it was such a plain topic I tell you. What kept me awake was because of my Team mates. Apple loves my name. It was even her MSN display name :P And and and Erma is so crazyyyyyy over Paramore. And she does not even know the "When I Grow Up" lyrics well :P Hahaha! Apparently no chocolates for my Team and class today :P Saving up remember? PCD! :D School apparently ended late.

"OMG. I finally met someone today. Woohoo! Hahaha. Had so much fun aye? (Winks)"

There is a reason why it is in "...". Hahahaha! OMG. This is so cool. Hahahaha!

Anyhoo, Qazimah! Sorry that I didn't reply but hey, stay strong okays? So sorry if I am rather busy and stuffs. Anyhoho, just so you know, just do what your heart tells you alright? True friends are really the ones that keeps you going in this world, well at least one of the assets. Just remember what I have said, you're older now and as you take down the road, you will begin to find your true friends. Yes, there may firghts here and there, but hey, they are minor and it can be solved on the day itself. What I am trying to say is, follow your heart and you yourself know your true friends (:

Another long post aye :P Hahaha! OMG. Faster lah FFDC, finish up your exams! And I want to see Amirah soon! :D

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

I am your biggest fan.

2009-05-02T23:22:00.004+08:00

"You got some kind of nerve taking all I want"

Days just pass by me like the wind. Thank God the weather nowadays are much more cooler. No more of those feeling as the heat. Like as though the scorching sun is just above your head. That may sound to exaggerated but that is really how i feel :P

To that little cutie pie (above), yes, my youngest sister, you have my prayers and others' too. I miss you, all those annoying shouting you would do at home. I may hate it but it is just not the same knowing you are not here at home anymore. It is almost two days and I really hope you are doing fine. Get well soon alright my dear sister? You know you can fight it (smiles). Yes, she had been admitted to the hospital last night. I do hope she gets better ): Take care my dear little one.

Breathe'09 is in less than a month and hell yeah, I am looking forward to it. Practice can finally put to rest as everything is done (smiles widely). Oh my god. Kind of fast aye? It is less than a month away. Haha. Practice with the rest has always been awesome. Two days ago, we tried practicing at my Poly but nahs, shall stick to our usuals. Friday's practice was awesome! Wait, every practices are, so it is EXTRA awesome :D Sadly Fee wasn't there, missed her lah! I used my lappy and we webcammed with her :D She gets to see how pathetic we are ;P And Amirah, I miss you. Please, do come when you can. Beep me! D;

A piece of a note; I hate the taste of coffee! Bluekk! ;P

Anyways, today, I met up with Haziqah for a short while to get my hair thinned and get a gift. (Screams!) I just want to keep to my words (smiles) and thanks a lot for the choco! You so pushed away my hands! Scoffs! And finally, I have gotten the cream for my hair that really is for styling my hair. No more sticky "carpet feeling" hair :P

And to the other you, I seriously don't know what to say. You have already gotten what you want, and that is, I hate you. Isn't that what you wanted from the start? Well, now you finally did. And I really don't care anymore, and psst, I did before. And oh wells, since you put it as though i don't care anymore, well, you can continue doing so.

(Looks above and starts to frown and maybe tear) Yes, my all time idols/all time favourite group, The Pussycat Dolls might not a five-some anymore. Yes, Nicole will be leaving PCD to fly solo. And recently, there was news that they had a cat fight ON STAGE during Britney's tour. When Melody said to the crowd "Thanks for supporting me all the way even though I am not featured.. And don't let anyone step on your dream." After saying so with the crowd, she low-fived with Jessica. It was like as though they planned to "get back at" Nicole infront of a crwod. Ahhhs~ Sad or what ): I just wished things will be fine. I really look up to all of them. And it would be different if not all five are there ): I really do hope i get to see them live before they break into a four-some ):

I am so sorry.. That guilt that sets inside me kays still. I pay extra more attention to my actions now. I don't want this to happen anymore. I don't want to hurt you anymore. It kills me like a knife if it does. I am sorry, deeply and that it won't happen again. You'll know what I will say, and you know it is more.

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

Pop and Lock.

2009-04-26T18:00:00.000+08:00

"Pop Music Will Never Be Low Brow"

God, I am back to being labelled as a student. (grumbles) Haha. But hey, that does not really mean I am not enjoying it :P Anyhoo, being in RP is awesome. Projects and presentations. They are so my thing :D No papers and no writing materials. All I do here is type and talk. Awesome or what? Although, it really makes me think a lot. Oh wells. My brain had been rusty during the past holidays :P What i just don't look forward to would be travelling to RP. The only thing I look forward to is the daily morning routines (screams) and lunch with Zulaika. Don't understand, it's okay (; First week has been awesome :D But I hate some of my grades D: Won't be late anymore! :P

And whats with the weather nowadays? Super hot and humid. Thank God it rained today. A little bit colder at least? Hahaha. Better than nothing right? Never mind that, don't wanna make it such a big hu-ha over it :P

The week had been rather paranoid? Or should I just say that about myself. I had no clue where I, as in the real me have been, but after yesterday, he is back. There's a lot i can't say here but I am sure that I am glad, this time round, nothing can stop me or leave me walking helplessly down the road. Thank you, for saving me.

Don't ask me but that girl above, yes, Miley Cyrus, I just want to giver her credit. You guys may know how much I actually hated her before right? Well, I still do. I just really find her two songs meaningful? Thats all. Hating her, is still present :P The two songs are "Goodbye" and "The Climb". And oh yah, about the photo above, it took me sooooo long to find a nice photo of her. Because there weren't many anyways :P Hahahahahaha! Seriously! Bluek!

Originality? What does that mean. It means; the ability to think or express oneself in an independent and individual manner; creative ability. Yay! Study the meaning people :D People tend to misinterpret the meaning lah. Hahaha.

And and and and Zul! Do get well soon okays? And and and you know you have meeeee :D You will do your best for your upcoming exams and I know you can. Your teachers too. So continue your perserverance and you will get what you deserve alright? You can do this :D

Anyhoo, today, I had to wake up earlyyyy in the morning to go for this "majlis" thing. It ended around 2? I rushed back home because I was supposed to cut my hair today. Then my dad changed his mind saying I have to go to my grandparents earlier than we were supposed to. Waited, went online and stuffs. Next thing I know, he fell asleep and the plan was cancelled -.- Greaaaaaaaaat. Because of that, I have to wait to cut my hair? Wth. I will be stuck at home the whole day. Oh wells, patience.

And and and and, I think I hate you? UHUH.

(Grins to myself) Anyways! OMG. I want dance 24/7! OMG. Can all of you guys' exams end now? It if is possible! Hahahahaha! I always do look forward in meeting you allllllll lahhhhhh! God. Faster! End end end end! :P Hahaha. But yeahs! I can't wait. We will workkkkkk it out yawwwwww! :D Right right right? (winks) We won't care to whatever it is but lets just work the stage with what we got :D

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

School is tomorrow.

2009-04-19T14:15:00.006+08:00

"Temptations no surprise I can't get enough of you"

Just another Sunday that is gonna be ahead of me i guess. Gonna have my butts stuck sitting here at home. Kind of peaceful actually, having my mom sitting in her room, dad driving here and there to i don't know where, siblings playing outside or out shopping for the hamsters :D YEAHS! My siblings love them too! :D You have no idea :D Well, what about yesterday? Oh it so wasn't JUST a Saturday. It was THE Saturday :D

Sadly, it is kind of FFDC's "last practice" before we have a "break" for the exams and school. Sad huh! I will so miss them like hell lah! After Danceworks'09, we had a week break but this time it is three weeks! Can you imagine how are we gonna react once we see each other again? (Screams!) but obviously there'll be meet ups in between for studying? Yeahs :D

And oh! I could finally do a leg lift yesterday! YES, A LEG LIFT. Something i have been working my legs off lah. OMG. Yay! Really means a lot to me you know :D Gonna still work on it :D Anyhoo, practice was held at the Airport yesterday. OMG. Missed that place! That "secret practice area" we used to go last time. Wheee! We are almost done babey! :D Did some of the recording. It was fun lah! :P Hahahaha! Apparently my lappy died and all the plugs were either locked or taken D: But practice was awesome! Just needa work on a song or so.

After practice, headed to a place somewhere at the airport and (flash flash flash!) Pictures time babey! :D Yeahs. Photos! :D Hahaha.

Sadly after that, Fee had to go off D: Send her off to the bus interchange and we went to Popeyes for dinner. OMG. Service was super slow thanks to that $127.10 customer. Yeahs, they spent that amount on Popeyes? OMG right? Bluek. Anyhoo, we packed the food instead and went to the Viewing Mall. Thought we could find another plug to finish up the recording but again, sadly, no D; So, we just ate ate ate and we kinda.. "practiced" there for awhile? Not caring about how many people and how crampy the place was :P Hahahaha!

So yeahs :D Hmm, i think i am gonna head to "finishing up" the remix for BREATHE now. Ahhhhhhsss! I am schooling tomorrow. I can't believe it. Oh wells, it will turn out fine (:

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

I am blessed.

2009-04-16T23:33:00.007+08:00

"How will I see when Your love brought me to the light"

(Jumping and screaming inside) You guys have no idea how happy i am! OMG. Seriously! You have no idea how wide my smile is. How high i am. And being filled with all the energy even though it is already getting late. Here's the reason why. (below)

THANKS SO MUCH ZULLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL! For the hamsters, the cage that is totally perfect and everythingggggggg else! :D
THANKS SO MUCH HAZIQAHHHHHHHH! For the cage too! And the delicious brownies you baked! :D OMG!!!! THANKS SO MUCHHH! The hamsters are exactly what i wanted, white faced Roborovski, two females and one male! :D Yay! They are awesomely cute lur! :D It is night time and they are happily playing around in the cage. THANKS SO MUCH! (Screams)

It was all "behind lies". Seriously. I was suppose to tutor Zul today but he said stuffs like his cousin was admitted to the hospital. Thats why i had to go to Simei. I was worried sick for him you know that. I am so easily fooled huh :P Next thing i know, i had to head to the sixth floor at East Point. And i was like thinking, whyyyyy. Then Zul and Haziqah both sent me texts with smiling emoticons. And i was like OMGGGG! Something is so up! I waited for them and poof! THEY CAME WITH THE GIFTS! AHHHHHS! It is my super early birthday gift :D OMG. Seriously. Ahhhhs! OMG!

After so, ate late lunch at Long John Silver, my treat! OBVIOUSLY. I seriously can't thank them enough! Seriously. Ahhhhs! And i do hope whatever it is, Haziqah is alright. No need elaborations yeahs. Yayyyyyy! And i finally get to...ahhhs! Oh, you know lah. Yayyyyyy! You have no idea lahhhhhhh. "E-meeeeeeeee!" You guys don't understand right? Don't bother :D Haha. Yayyyy!

Anyhoo, i went for RP's Orientation yesterday. Three words; Boring. Lame. Waste-Of-Time. Seriously. It was like some "amazing race" which is so NOT amazing. Good thing i left at 12 noon with Zulaika because she had to preview for her Malay Dance thing. I didn't wanna be an extra so i waited downstairs. Super long i tell you. Then i saw her seniors taking off but no sign of her. I waited. And waited. Till 5pm. I just went straight to collect my lappy and but still no sign of her! D: So i texted Raihana for help. OMG. Thanks Raihanaaaa! I called Zu's house and she was at home! Weird because she also waited for me at the SAME place but couldn't find me. OMG. Weird. Haha! But it's okay (: I was rather impatient though. Obviously what. Not wrong righttt :P Haha!

Boring-est orientation ever so i didn't turn up today and neither am i turning up for tomorrow. Looks like i will only be getting my EZ-Link Card and RP's T-shirt on Monday instead. OMG. I am starting school on Monday. I had a glimpse of my time table and OMG. I have to turn up for school everyday. (Sighs!) One subject for 7 hours? OMG. Monday is "Skills For Enterprise". Gahhhhs~ I am so not looking forward for school. But i am indeed looking forward in using my NUM Boston Bag :D Haha! Kayyyy, whateverrrr right? :P Oh wells. Hello to thinking again :P

OMG. I think Doll Domination 2.0 will not be sold in Singapore lah. I really think so. But i seriously hope not D: Ahhhs! But who cares, i actually have my hamsters already :D Hahaha! Anyhoo, my three favourite dolls below :D And oh, before i go, CONGRATULATIONS to TMC for attaining first place for the "Back 2 Basics Hip Hop Dance Competition" :D

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

Another year older.

2009-04-12T23:48:00.004+08:00

"HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY BROTHER; PHYRAS"

Yes yes, another soul gets one year older. Dearest brother, you have turned one year older. Please don't be much more annoying and act your age? :P Haha. Joking. But yeahs, i do hope you make wise choices in your life yeahs? Someone is finally a teenager :P Hahaha! But i do hope your day was blessed and a memorable one (:

Sundays, boo. Do you know why it is such a turn off for me? No dance practices. Bluek! But what the heck. Practically spend the whole afternoon at home because i had to? It is my brother's birthday so my parents told me not to go out. Bluek. In the afternoon, found steps to finish up the choreography! :D It is hell done. Awesome (: Hahaha! After so, i slept throughout till around.. 6? Then i had to get changed and poof! I was off to my Grandparents'. Apparently, my grandfather shares the same birthday as my brother. My mom's side so.. which i am so not close to? Yeahs.

In car, on the way there, i saw Raihana and Zulaika! Yay! Finally get to "see" them. Well, better than not seeing them for a long time right? :D When i was almost there, i received a call from Zul! Like yay! Like Yay! he lied lur! He told me he can only be back tmrw because Johor was heavily flooded? OMG. And i felt for it! OMG. But yayness :D You have no idea how happy i was :D

After so, headed to Siglap, Piza Hut for dinner. It was what Birthday Boy wanted :D Awesome. Awesome. But i have been eating at Pizza Hut lately lur :P Hahaha! Oh wells, the service was super bad? Apparently they were short of staff. Awwhs. Hahaha! We ordered four sets lur. OMG. Obviously it was not finished :P Hello, we're not a huge appetite family ya know (winks) Haha!

Well, that was my Sunday. And i am beginning to wonder, wait, i don't know. I just hate this feeling. But i am so not letting it affect me and just go on (: Dance my feelings away huh (: Yadadadadadadada~ Ohohoh! Now, i am officially addicted to David Archuleta? As in his album. To an extent i actually "Youtube-ed" his live performances. Right after PCD's obviously.

I can't wait for tomorrow and for this sore throat to be gone.

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

You mean the most.

2009-04-11T23:16:00.009+08:00

"HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY ZUL!"

Yes yes yes yes! As SHOUTED above, it is Zul's 15th! OMG! Yay! :D Heee! I really hope this year's was really a fulfilling one for you. And a wake up call! For YOU to know how REALLY special you are! Like seriously (bitch slap) How can you not know?! :P Hahahaha! OMG. Yipeeee! Somebody is turning into a mature age huh (pukes). HAHAHA! Joking! Thanks a lot for everything, EVERYTHING you did and all the times you've been there for me (which is like ALL the time) :D Seriously, how much you are appreciated by me can never be said by just mere words :D ROCKING DUO! :D I can't wait to hear from you tomorrow on your return from Malaysia! Again, you HAD to go to Malaysia on your birthday ): Anyways hey, the best will come to you (:

Anyhoo, one more day to his return! :D Hahaha. Anyways, today had dance practically the whole day? Tiring, yes. Very. Very. I actually fell sick again :P In a hot place, i was freezing? And i was practically behaving like a total retard talking to himself. I was having a huge headache and omg, giddy! But yeahs, another great practice (:

After so, headed to Esplanade because we were plain exhausted and we want air conditioned places! And i can plug in my lappy :D Hahahaha! Ohohohoh! And Haziqah made for me my deskstop wallpaper! (above) I don't know if i wanna use it! :P Hahaha! But is nice lahs. Hee. So after that, headed home with Khai and Haziqah. We had time to like take photos? :P

Anyways, when had reached home, my house was filled with my relatives. Oh oh oh oh! HUGE news! :D I am... Getting my pay cheque tomorrow! $ :D Hahaha! It is my brother's birthday tomorrow, so i guess, another family gathering. Hee! :D

Right now, i am like trying to find steps :D Choreographing in progress yaw! :D So far, YAY! :D Nice nice nice :D Wanna take a peak? 30th Mayyyyyy! :P Hahahahaha! Neh Neh Ni Poo Poo! :P Hahahah! Kay, lame? :P Hahaha! Well, i guess i should be heading to bed soon? Haha.

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

Perseverance.

2009-04-09T23:02:00.002+08:00

"So Tonight We Gonna Take Over The World"

A rather rough day for me i must say? I had to be ill today. Boo. Slight fever and that killer sore throat. It sucks being ill i tell you. You cant deny that right? Anyhoo, had breakfast in the morning! :D Stayed up in the morning instead of sleeping my way through :P

But then my condition gotten worse so i slept back around 11? Woke up at 2 and rushed to get ready for the outing with Zul, Arman, Fee and Haziqah. It was supposed to be a "surprise" but boo! Zul already told me he was coming. Don't get it? Nvm :P Anyhoo, thanks for the day guys. Really :D But super sorry if i spoiled the day or so D:

I am aware of how things are happening too. I just indeed disappointed with myself too. I really am. Disappointment isn't a feeling anyone wants to have or to be the reason for it either. Just reflecting on what kind of person i am now, does bring sorrows to my own heart. I can't help but let it all out with tears. Yes, i said what i had to say and i am sticking to my words. I don't ever want to be falling from the cliff anymore. I don't wanna give up just like so anymore. I don't want to escape, in hopes of hiding away from more chaos. Words are just mere words and so, i will do what i want, and what i have to. I want to be THAT person that paints the days with bright colours again. But i do hope, i do get help in achieving this (:

On the way home, it just came into my mind. Hmmm.. I really do believe anyone, everyone can achieve what they want. It just matters if you really want it and how much would you do to get it. Because i don't know why, tell me if there is a biological explaination for this, that if you really put your mind into somthing, to achieve something, at the end of the day, you are a winner. Lets put it simple.

Lets say that someone wants to do well in his examinations. He really put his mind into it and thus, he pushed away all of his desires just to hit the books and he kicks out the "sleepy monster" when in class to absorb more. An adreline rush pushes him to persevere and continue working his butts off. The next thing he received, was his report card with As. Get what i am saying?

But yeahs, the world is kinda unfair when there are people who are borned with the intelligence or skills. Sometimes you will come to a situation when you studied your ass off for this test and you know the other person didn't but in the end, you did worse. Or, some people aren't borned with the physical aspects to succeed in a certain industry but deep down, that is where your passion lies. You'll go; "That is just so unfair. He doesn't want it as badly as i want it but he gets the spot." Yeahs, face it. But hey, that doesn't you should just fall like so. Pick yourself up, try again. Stand out. And you'll get what you deserve. It is just a matter or time, attitude and perseverence.

After all that is said, i want to loosen myself up and increase my flexibility. I wanna work my butts off to do that. (looks below) :D It may be just some mere thing to the some of you or it doesn't even fit your interests, but i know i want to achieve that. As being adviced, i will train everyday for that. Thanks (: &Bopsies! Lets work it out :D

Nobody trips over mountains. It is the small pebble that causes you to stumble. Pass all the pebbles in your path and you will find you have crossed the mountain.

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

Another Birthday Celeb.

2009-04-08T21:13:00.005+08:00

"The Pussycat Dolls"

Gotten the photos from Zul's Canon Powershot Camera :D Well, below are the photos taken two days ago. The day when i went to see David Archuleta :D and some were three days ago :D

Tried to be fierce? OMG. So can't make it lur :P Whatttttt. We were bored, we had two hours to wait ya know :P

And then, it was the "concert".

Anyhoo! Today! :D Hmmm, lets just say it was full of surprises. Well apparently i felt kinda ill in the morning so i slept through the whole morning. It was hard for me to get out of bed till i saw the clock showing 1.45pm. I rushed and gotten ready. Usuals, my sister and her husband had their quarrels. Seriously. Just divorce can? Because really, i can't stand HIM, until now.

Anyhoo, rushed to Kembangan MRT station and passed the money to Haziqah so that she can purchase the cake for Zul's burthday surprise. Met up with Zul in the train and he really had no idea what was up for him. He didn't know that Haziqah was on the other side of the train, sneaking. Because she helped me in getting the cake. Thanks a lot! Hahaha! I faked being tired and all so we won't clash with her while walking to the concourse. See! We didn't clash :D And and another person from CREATE TALENTS approach me again. It is some kind of modelling thing. Yeahs. Again? Hahaha.

At the concourse, we "met" another dance group. Rohanna is in it. A senior of mine back in BGSS. Anyways, when Arman and Fee arrived, Zul and i went to get changed and stuffs. Blablablablabla~ During practice, received a text from Haziqah saying that she is already waiting for me. I just left the rest without saying anything and ran to her. We hid one corner to put the candle and stuffs. We were with a lighter than police officers walked past us seyh :P Hahaha! Anyhoo, after doing so, we popped out behind Zul and shouted "HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZUL!" Haha. I mean yah, his birthday is this Saturday but he will be at Malaysia ): So, early presents, early celebrations :D

You really should have seen his face! His reaction. Hahahahaha! Sang a birthday song, ate the cakeeeee :D Then continued with practice. And and Khai cameeee! Yay! :D It has been so long lur. Hahaha. Some of the cake was given to the other dance group beside us. Saved some for Khai but he didn't eat it -.- Hahaha. Well, let the photos do the talking.

After so, it was rather a rough night. It is easier said than done. And so, i will do what is there to be done. And oh, my throat really hurts.

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

Addicted to Lady Gaga

2009-04-08T09:08:00.006+08:00

"Luck and intuition play the cars with Spades to start"

Don't ask me why :P I am just suddenly into Lady Gaga :D "P-P-P Pokerface P-P-P Pokerface" HAHAHA! Well, currently addicted to that song. Just so suddenly. It all started when i watched her performing "PokerFace" live on American Idol. And i was totally wow-ed by her. Next, I was just watching MTV and her MV was playing and OMG. I admire her creativity :D Her outfits are all so.. (Screams) :D Yes Zul, i know you don't like that song, but too badddd, I DO! :P

Anyhoo, reasons for not updating recently is because APPARENTLY my lappy died, again! -.- Because it turned out, my uncle didn't fix it. He said when it was passed to him, it was okay so he just installed softwares and stuffs -.- So, FINALLY, DELL actually came to fix it. By changing the Motherboard so yeahs, no more funerals for me to attend for my lappy :P Kay, that is lame :P Hahah! Now i have to go to RP to reconfigure my lappy againnnnnnnnn. Oh wells, Woodlands here i come :D

Ohohoh! Shopping list updated :D I already gotten my NUM Boston Bag for school :D OMG. Yay! And i didn't know it has a compartment for a laptop. Yay! But still, i am still getting the NUM laptop bag :D Hahahahahaha! Not wrong rightttttt? (Raises my eyebrows) Besides, i am getting my December pay soon. (Yes, dah lamer kan?) But yeahs. Supposed to get it last Sunday but my aunt forgotten to bring D: It is like$500 plus :D Shoppinggggg here i come! :D Hahahaha! Ohohoh! Should i get the boots for dance now? Arghs. I don't know! But i am so getting nicer ones than Arman! :P Hahaha! Neh Neh Ni Poo Poo! :P

Ohohohoh! Guess whattttttttt! Yesterday, thanks to Zuper Zul! I went to catch David Archuleta at Iluma!!!! (Screams! Jumps! Shouts) :P Hahahaha! First of all, i can really not call myself a Archie fanatic. OMG. The people there are super annoying! Push Push Push D: And there were many force alarms lah. It is like, they thought he already arrive, but not at all lur! Shout shout shout (rolls eyes) But actually, he was backstage with the contest winners -.- Anyhoo, it was great. To see him and hear him live? Yeahs :D I backed out from the autographs session because i could only enter alone as only i had his album. So i watched with Zul outside the barrier :D Waited for 2 hours? Alaaaa, can lah :P Hahaha! Thanks Zuper Zul! :D

Photos still with Zul lur. Actually met up with Arman, Fee, Haziqah and Hidayah before that. Photos photos photos still with Zul! Grrrrrrr! :P Hahahaha! Alaa, tmrw uhs :D Anyhoo, after the performance, met up with Haziqah and Amirah! :D Yay! Amirahhhhhh! Saturday must come! been so long can? :D Hahaha!

OMG. I like this picture :D (looks above)
Anyhoo, now, in the midst of waiting for school to start. Hmmm, firstdays are always good feelings. Once a month or so passes by, you will already get bored of it. Having to travel all the way to Woodlands? OMG. Hahaha! Alaa, worth it :D Orientation is from Wednesday till Friday. I am so gonna skip two of them? Hahahaha! Might only be attending on Wednesday only. Thursday, depends on my mood lur :P Hahahaha! Friday, I AM SO NOT ATTENDING. Got better things to do. (looks below)

DANCE!
How has it been lately? Well, preparing for another competition. This time round, it is Anti-smoking. OMG. Routine, concept, done :D Just the steps and props not done. For now, only 6 from FFDC :D We're just waiting to rock the stage i hope :D Same venue as DanceWorks'09. Support us! Still early uhs :P Hahaha! It is on the 30th of May. Hahaha! But we already signed up :P Hahahaha! Oh well. Intensive started. Here we go, down the road of preparation :D

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

Doll Domination 2.0

2009-04-02T21:11:00.005+08:00

"Nothing can ever come between us"

Yesterday, well to be more specific, last night i was seriously a cranky teenager :P Because today, i had to send my laptop for configuration at RP and they said in the requirements that it has to be Windows Vista. I had to change it because i was using Windows XP. I didn't know if you do change it, your whole lappy reformats -.- OMG. I lost everything lur! Good thing all the previous photos are in a thumbdrive. As i was saying, after changing it, i don't know why suddenly i couldn't go to the net. (which explains why i didn't update last night) Also, there wasn't any sound. (curses) I was veryyyyy annoyed. Seriously.

So, today went to RP and thank God, they fixed it all for me :D OMG. They are ohso friendly people (: Waited for like hours and hours then i had to learn how to use the freaking softwares and stuffs. Practically one whole day at RP? Hahahaha! Yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhs (thinks about other things that happened later on)

Anyhoo, (hahaha! My "fave" word) headed home with heavy red eyes. Didn't had enough sleep last night and i was practically tralleing to the northern part of Singapore. Slept through the rides :P Hahahaha! As i was saying, rushed home and yay! Everything is fixed :D So, dah happyhappy giler, turned on the television and American Idol Season 8 here i come! OMG. Finally, that irritating lady is out, Megan Joy (above) . Gosh, i hate her. A LOT. Hahaha! Favourites are Adam Lambart and Kris Allen (below) :D And and Lady Gaga performed live and OMG. I am starting to like her :P

Hoooodiieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Just random :P

Anyhoo, just so you know uh, i am still a crazy PCD fan. Instead, my "fanatic-sm" grows :D Hahahaha. I am so getting the DOLL DOMINATION 2.0 (above) on the 14th of April! :D New songs and they're so much better. Vocals are so divided equally :D I am not downloading any of the songs now. I just wanna rip it off from the albums :D Hahahahaha! Ohohoh, my three favourites! (below) Jessica, Ashley and Kimberly. I am starting to like Kimberly because of the leg lifts and all :D In the process of learning them :D Hahaha (:

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

Fantastic Four feat. Tong Sampah

2009-03-31T23:06:00.001+08:00

"You know that I love you so"

(looks above) Yes, Kelly Clarkson is back. And her album is freaking awesome! Way wayyyy better than her previous one :D Anyhoo, today had outing :D Like how Fee says it, The Fantastic Four feat. tong sampah :P Hahaha! As in Arman, Fee, Zul and I feat. Haziqah :P Hahahaha! Who asked her to self proclaim herself as that uhs :P Hahaha! Anyhoo, before meeting with them, Haiziqah and i went to surprise Zul with his early birthday presents :D OMG. Yes. It totally did made him the happiest person alive :D I am really glad he liked it! :D Really am :D I had my ways to fool him before meeting up with him :P Hahahaha!

Anyhoo, met up with them at Bugis and Arman went to get his boots :D I am so gonna get it with the rest another time sooner :D Heee! And and and we gotten our suspenders too :D We kept taking the free samples from Chewie Juniors :P Anyhoo, we went for lunch at Tong Seng. This place that i always eat with Zul and their food really fills up my tummy. Seriously :D Hahaha! First coffee shop i eaten at ya know! :P Hahahaha! OMG. Had so much fun lah :D After so, we said our goodbyes to the bopsies first ): Because it was already late. Boo

So, we went to City Hall to get a screen protector for Zul's NEW CAMERA :D And and and Haziqah's butterfly necklace. (rolls eyes) :P She and her butterflies :P Hahahaha! Joking. Many photos taken with his NEW CAMERA :D Yay! I am just super glad. Hee. Thought of getting the NUM Boston Bag just now then, i changed my mind. Went to TOPMAN and thought of getting the shades, then changed of mind too. OMG.

I am so depressed. SO depressed. I feel like buying something but i don't know what to get! I want more new tops but i thought of getting it a few days before school starts, now kind of lazy uhs. Thought of getting bags, and yes, same reason. Thought of getting new shoes but i wanna get use to my new Converse high cuts first. Thought of getting accesories but lazy uh to go all the way there and choose them. Thought of already getting the hamsters but i was told not to now ): OMG. I am so depressed. Ahhhs (scratches my head) What to do? I am depressed. Well, "depressed" :P

Where to get rings uh? Oh yar! Arman! Where where where? Heee (: OMG. It is so overdue huh? :P Hahahaha. But too bad, i'm so getting them :D

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

The comeback.

2009-03-30T23:30:00.002+08:00

"Baby, you're the one that I've been dreamin' of"

(cleans off the dust that has been accumilated for a month) I'm back! Haha. Kay, whatever :P But three cheers for Rush's comeback! :P Hahahaha! Mcm paham. Hahaha! Anyhoo, yes, you have no idea how much i suffered being cyberless lur! Being lost and outdated. Tempted by my crew mates. Blueks! It WAS just so unfair. But apparently, i AM using it now :D Oh oh oh! Just bear with my "outdated" topics yeahs? :P

Speaking of Crew mates, omg. They're my breaths i take in everyday :D The greatest bunch of people as always :D Hee! Oh, how did DanceWorks'09 turn out for us? Well, we may not have gotten through to the finals but hey, that didn't left us frowning all the way because we know we did our best and it was indeed a great debut :D We're thankful. Also, we had a crew outing, FFDC Picnic at sunny Sentosa! :D Haha. OMG. Indeed a great and joyful day just like any other dance practices :P Hehehs. More more more! Yes, i want more (tries to say it like Britney Spears) :P It just sucks that now, i feel as though our crew is a group of cliques. I do hope things to get fixed because it aint the same. Also, i am indeed relief that TMC and FFDC aren't cold amongst each other anymore! :D Thank God it was just a misunderstanding :D

Speaking of TMC (above) , it was just yesterday, we went to support them at the Urban Floor Mix finals at Yuhua CC. I am indeed VERY HAPPY for TMC! CONGRATULATIONS!!!! :D They totally stole the the crowd and the stage. Totally, AWESOME! :D They've gotten third place and Best Costume Award :D I am sure, there'll be much moreeeee in time to come yeahs? :D Had fun i guess, well, when it comes to the photo taking part? Heeee! And otw home? :D Anyhoo, had to rush home back because it was late and all. Boo. The night was still young.

Abang Issac! Great to see you all better! :D

Ohohoh! Thanks so much for the shades! (below and worn above)

Well, days now are rather cold in terms of yes, the weather and i don't know? Just rather cold. It is like as though i do enjoy my days now but it is like as though, there are some things that are missing. Like pieces of a puzzle. Reflected back and yeahs, guilty and abandoning some just because of my tight schedules. I just really am sorry if i do put it as though i don't give a damn about you all anymore, which definitely not true at all. How wish they're part of everything i do now, but i guess they can't? Ahhs.. I hope i really do make up to them. Because they do, and has always been, mean so much to me. (smiles)

Just being random, promises are promises. And i do keep them. Whatever happens, i won't let go. Because i know it is totally worth it all. And i just hope it is the same on the other side.

Oh yah, practice just now was rather short? Hahaha. My legs, omg. I just hope it gets better! Dah lah my right arm, it still hurts? Since last week ya know. Last Friday? Yeahs. OMG. And and, just now, Arman came with his "original" shorts :D As in, he did some things to it, to make it his own :D There was like FFDC on his shorts. OMG. Niceee! And he's gonna make somemore tomorrow? Heee. Awesome lur! :D And and, today. almost everyone came. Well, except Khai becase of his SYF practices ): And and Sarah. OMG. Amirahhhhh! The one that finds the way i respond entertaining? :P Hahaha! She'll do all sorts of fake things to me to make me feel... tensed up? So i'll start whining and all. She likes it la! :P Hahahahahaha! OMG. I am so missed youuuu lurrrrr! You and your school :P Hahaha!

Tomorrow! No practice? ): But, going out with Arman, Haziqah and Zul! Hahaha. Zul, you may not know this, but i have a surprise in store for you! All the best yeahs? Hahahahah! I know you'll be rooted to the ground once you see it :D Hahahaha! Well, alrighty, i'll update again tomorrow! :D Hahaha. For now, take care (:

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

shortest post ever.

2009-02-25T07:12:00.005+08:00

"For Your Eyes Only"

Everyone do ought to just have their downfalls don't they? Well, i tend to look at them as tests for me, which apprently they are. Yes. I still do remember those days when i just can't even lift my chin up. Times do get tough, it demoralises you and the last thing you want is another burden to increase the weight. We all just have to start realising that we can't just not take action t0 make things better. Life is much more worthwhile having a smile and sharing laughters than frowns and shedding of tears. Really. To everyone out there, whatever that happens that just don't seem to go your own way, don't just stop. Do continue driving the "highway" and things will in the end up your way :D

This is it guys. The competition is next Saturday. The day that we will give them our best. What we've been working our butts for. It'll be our first debut as FFDC. My hearts beats faster now, whenever DanceWorks'09 is ever mentioned. Obviously, i am definitely nervous. At the same time, i am indeed looking forward to it :D I know we'll have loads of fun, a day that we'll all remember :D 10 more days and counting. Lets make full use of these days and just improve as each seconds passes alright? It is possible :D

Avril Lavigne (above) . I actually didn't really like her, but after watching her performance, it really "stole my heart". Haha. Seriously. The link is below. Watch it. You won't regret it :D Her voice and her live version of this song is just magical.

When You're Gone Live

Alrighty, super short post but yeahs, till here alright? :D I miss them (below) plus Fee, Khairul and Sarah.

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

MDIS

2009-02-22T23:21:00.005+08:00

"Just like that your mine. Like magic magic magic"

MDIS Dance Competition - Hmm, one word. "WOW". Seriously. One thing for sure, i totally enjoyed and totally had a great time with the whole crew! But sadly Khairul couldn't D: Awwwhs. Oh wells, more outings yeahs? :D But but but, yeahs, it was awesome. The crews were great but seriously, honestly, i really think the AWESOME one was 30T! Like seriously! You gotta watch the video they uploaded, i'm sure you can't deny that :D I'm glad we supported you all! You know FFDC shouted our lungs out :D Hehs. Now, i am looking forward to DanceWorks! It is our turn yaw! I do hope 30T will be there yeahs! Yipeeee! :D

After so, we had a late lunch! :D Yay! Hehs. At IMM. OMG, so far kan? BLUEK! But oh wells, it was totally a crew outing with Wawa :D Ate at Banquet. Pronouced as "Bank-quit", not "Bank-quert". HAHA! Yeahs. Should be right? :P Hehs! After so, we ate ice-cream! Thanks Haziearah! For the treat :D Yipeeee! Hehs. And poof! We're off taking photos! BLUEK! Whattttt :D Haha! And and oh oh oh! I so envy Amirah! She has this new phone. It is like 8.o Megapixel. I repeat, IT IS 8.0 MEGAPIXEL! OMG! I want! OMG. Trade with meeeee! BLUEK :P Wah seyh. Whatever lah Rush (x Hahaha!

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Oh oh oh oh! Guess what, i am suddenly so hooked to "Diva" by Beyonce Knowles (below)! Her songs are super addictive and dancey :D OMG. Nice! Hahaha. OMG. I so prefer her now than last time :D Yay! Hahahas.

ZULHILMI! ZUL! The other half of the Rocking Duo. Remember what i said alright? Yes, things are seriously tough for you now but i've seen you and witnessed it all before. You can endure it. You can before, you can do it again :D You know, you have everyone behind you, especially me. Yes, you know you can always count on me right? There may be ups and downs but that happens all the time. That doesn't mean it'll ruin our friendship and create walls in between them right? :D Yeahhhhs! Chin up and you'll be fine. Just be patient :D I know you can! Wheee!

OHOHOH! Today's dance practice was the bomb! Yes, although Zul and the rest couldn't make it D: , we accomplished something! And that, i really really really enjoy it! OMG! I so can't wait to finish it off and doing it again and again and again. We added in something new and OMG! I LIKE! Hahahaha! Kay, whatever :P And and and, i soooo wanna train myself. Because guess what, (drum roll please), I CAN FINALLY DO SPLITS! Kay, i know, whatever right but it is seriously something to me lah can! I used to be able to in primary school then suddenly i became so "rusty". Now, i can finally do it manyyyy times but i still needa train myself such that it'll be as easy as how Arman does it :D And plus, i wanna go a step further to do the leg rise too! Whee! :D Let's make it happen kay Arman? :D

Anyhoo, after dance, we went to TOPMAN and i seriously had to control myself. I told the rest, "Pls pls pls ensure i don't spend my money on anything except food or beverages" Apparently, i was superrrr close in getting this shades from TOPMAN (above) but it didn't turn out the price i thought it was :P So yeahs! THANK GOD i didn't spend :D Hahaha! Yay! But i'm sure, once i get my pay, i am soooo getting that Birthday present as soon as possible and and accesories and clothes yaw! :D Haha!

Alrightyyyyy, till here yaw! Well, the photos did A LOT of the talking mahh :P Hahaha! Kay, whatever -.- Til then (;

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

back from miserable without lappy :P

2009-02-18T22:03:00.002+08:00

"Gimme them bright lights, long nights. Party till the sun is rising"

(Sits still) I am trying my very best over here to keep myself from jumping around :P Haha! Yes, i am "back"? Hahahaha. Blame my laptop for not functioning. I am definitely thrilled that on the 18th Feb 2008, 12.25pm, i turned it on and poof! I see the screen :D Kay, lame :P Yeahhhhhhs. Previously, my laptop's screen was blank and all. Yupyupyup. OMG. I am still trying to contain the excitement. You have no idea how miserable it has been i tell you :P I have been really outdated compared to you guys that have the access into the cyberworld. Because apparently, my sister is rather selfish and she doesn't allow me to use hers -.- Well, it is about time i should be selfish too aye? :P

How have i've been if you may ask? Well ... Awesome? Hahaha. TOTALLY. Just rather tired here and there but hey, everybody do get tired right. Just that i have a so called lighter life than some of you because i am still waiting to start schooling again :D Oh speaking of that, i have been posted to Republic Polytechnic (RP) . Taking New Media in School Of Technology and Arts :D Yes, same Poly and school as Zulaika :D Ohohoh! Congrats to Raihana! She is posted to Temasek Polytechnic (TP) :D But awwwwhs, different polys D: (sighhhhh)

Now, as you guys should know, my current "everyday routine" would be going for dance practices. Well, competition is in two weeks or so. Yeahs. As the days past, i just feel this butterfly flying more furiously in y tummy. Ahhhs, i am nervous. Obviously. But what the heck, i am sure i will have a joly great time :D No one can deny that. Nyahahahahas~ :P I do hope to improve and sharpen my skills every single second my body moves to the music yaw :D I am indeed grateful to be standing over here, doing what i have the passion for. Thanks to my supportive parents and friends :D

Guess what, i am so hooked to this song called "Lovestory" sung by this talented singer, Taylor Swift! OMG. Zul, i guessed wrong. I am superrrr hooked to her music now. Hahahahaha! Well, shocking because i remembered insulting her and whatsoever because i thought her music is slow, boring.. etc. Apparenlty, not! :D Yeahs. OMG. I know, i'm slow. That song is kinda old actually. Haha! Yay Zul! TAYLOR! :D Hehs. It is just amazing that at such young age, songs like that are writen and sung by her.

And oh, as always, i can never, seriously, NEVER, get over PCD :P I bet you guys are totally bored hearing me go on and on about PCD or Hilary Duff. Hahahahahaha! Well, first of, thanks to Zul, i've watched the whole of Doll Domination Tour on my tv screen :D OMG. How i wish i will be one of those screaming fans standing in the auditoriom/stadium watching them dance their tissues off on the stage. Watch the video above, it is the intro video yaw :D The blank screen is normal. Once it is 1:00, then keep watching :D Woohoooo!

Ohohohohoh! Thanks to Sarah Afiqa, i've watched the entire season one of Gossip Girl. Yeahhhhhhhhs! I borrowed the DVD of the entire season :D You have no idea how hooked i was onto it :D That is so my kind of show. Rich, famous, gossips, betrayal etc. :D So high school kind of thing. Hahas :D Thanks Sarah! After watching it, my favourites would be Nate, Blaire and Chuck (below) . Yupyupyup. And definitely, the one i dislike would be Dann Humphrey :P I just can't stand the way he talks :P Sometimes, i would jsut fast forward when it is his scene. BLUEK XP OMG. I am definitely gonna watch Season Two when i can. OMG.

Alrighty people, till here? Hahahaha. I'll definitely post more :D

OMG, i need more photos :P

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

FFDC photoshoot!

2009-01-24T22:23:00.005+08:00

"FLASH feat. DC!"

Oh yes (looks above) , we're god damn alive. Things are great to have a group made up of motivated dancers filed with enthusiasm. Really :D Whee~! Yes, just yesterday, we had our second FFDC Photoshoot. As you can see, the theme was simple, which is "Black & White". Basically, all members were present, except Sarah though. She is away on a holiday. God, it could have been a whole FFDC thing if she was present. Oh wells, next Fridayyyyyyyy! :D It was great. The ones below are Zul's great edits :D And the one above, great edits by Fee :D Woohoo!

After the whole thing, had dance practice. A new routine was choreographed! With four minds together :D OMG. I am looking forward to more practices. FFDC, all the way! :D Being with them is just like being in another family. Yes, very much so. We share many laughters, tears and many more. As i said, they're the greatest bunch of people :D

You know what, sometimes, it does suck to see others going through such hard times. Well, everyone has to learn that things can be turned around if you put your mind first instead of your heart. It may be such a difficult thing to do, because the heart is somehow the "nucleus". Yeahs, there'll be times when you fall but one thing for sure, don't you ever give up and stay laying on ground, letting things stop you. Because trust me, that is foolish. Really. No matter how hurtful the truth can be, just forget about it, move on. Because there's practically nothing we can do actually change it right? Well, most of them. Just, be strong, and let the best of life take you, but not astray that is. Haha.

Alright, till here i guess? Just can't find the words to say. Haha. But except one thing, I WANNA GO TO DOLL DOMINATION TOURRRRRR! (shouts and screams!) Take care.

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

satay outing.

2009-01-22T07:27:00.007+08:00

"FLASH feat. DC!"

And so, it is all over. Over and done with. I do hope it'll turn out great yeahs? (Smiles) Anyways, days just keep passing, and the big day draws nearer. The preliminaries od DanceWorks'09. We've been working our butts off i tell. It gets really exhausting. But, I'm sure it'll all pay off :D Anyways, i went to the drafts in my crew's accounr, Zul left for us something there. OMG! You'll know what i say. Thanks so much! :D And i am sure i speak for the rest too. THANK YOU! :D Just one thing, change your blog song! That song is mineeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :P Haha! Joking. But OMG lah, "Risque"! :D

Last night, stayed out to watch the America's President Obama thing. OMG Raihana! That poet nearly made my sleep, but after that, awakened by the man after her. You know what i mean :P Haha! He totally got me laughing off my seats :P Anyways, Obama's speech was seriously great. His charisma totally pull it off :D I am still watching the videos Raihana told me to watch. I like his charisma! I mean, everybody wants charisma don't they? :D

Today's dance practice had a cherry on top. Which is, a freaking huge surprise! To suddenly see Zul popped out from one corner, despite him telling me he couldn't make it on that day. OMGGGGGGGGGGGGG! You have no idea how i reacted and how excited i was. OMG! Fee and Arman! You both uhs. Hide things from me. (Booohooooo!) But so worth it :D WOOHOO! Haha! I was like womdering what were they hiding from me and why they told me to bring extra clothes. Which then, Zul suddenly popped out and that clothes was meant for him :P OMG. Haha! Yay! :DD

Ohohoh! Thanks so much Raihana! For everything that was in the purple bag :D OMG. Really, thanks so much! Three cheers for 9 years and counting yeahs? :DD OMG! Chocolates galore i tell you. OMG. Thanks super dee duper much for everything! :D So, Zul and i met up with Raihana and Zulaika for dinner. Well, not really dinner, just a satay outing with them at Bedok Corner :D

YAY! After so long, i couldn't stop laughing throughout the wholeeee outing ^^ Raihana! You got to send me the video you took somehow or rather. I wanna watch again! :D Zul and i sang "Risque"!!! Yay! I really likeeeeeee that song. BIG TIME. Thanks Zul! For introdusing it to me :D Hehes. Yay! I had super great time with them. Zul, Zulaika and Raihana! :D I do hope we have time to squeeze in more time for outings with them yeahs :D Let the photos do the talking :D

Also, thanks so much Munn! For the card you left in the bag i lent you for school. Yay! I miss youuuuuuuuuuuuuuu! Hope to see you again someday yeahs? ^^ Work that new bag! Who knows, you'll start a trend :D Woohoo! Hahahaha :D And and and (looks below), i wanna go for Doll Domination Tour!

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

DD tour!

2009-01-19T22:31:00.001+08:00

"FLASH feat. DC!

Credits: Zul

Alrighty, today was another hectic day ehs? Haha! But i do know, i slept super soundly last night :P Haha! YAH. SUPER. I totally enjoyed my sleep. To the extent that, i got off my bed at around.. 1:30pm ? HAHA! YEAHS. I sleep like some pig. HAHA! OMG. Haha! You know what, i noticed something. I take an hour to get ready, before going out. Haha! Ohoh, random but, today is a Monday! Which means, Monday Night Laughs on Starworld! :D I like, "8 Simple Rules to Date My Teenage Daughter", "My Wife And Kids" and so much more :D And i will turn to StarWorld in the mignight, to watch an hour of "Friends" ! Woohoo! And at 2am, "Wizards Of Waverly Place" on Disney Channel! :D Yes people, i have been watching a lot of tv nowadays. What more can i do right? Since Poly will only start in late March or something.

Anyhoo, had dance practice today! The greatest thing about weekdays :D And this time, almost everyone came today. Just short of one person D: Oh wells, i simply can't wait for tomorrow :D Haha. Ohohoh, thanks Haziqah! For the two lollipops :D I'm like a small kid kan, abeh kasi small lollipops :P Haha! OMG. Today's practice rocked. BIG TIME. We're like almost done with the last section :D Oh wells, left with the front :P We will so nail it :D Tomorrow, gonna collect the group photos! :D FFDC simply rocks. The Crew, you guys are the best bunch of people ya know. Always am the reason for those endless smiles i give :D

On the way home, i had gotten a text from my brother about my bill. You have no idea how scared i was O.O Seriously. Because i never wanted to disappoint my parents anymore. My bill is always the highest in the family. ALWAYS. It is like, (screams). I hate myself for not holding my responsibilty well, when it comes to my phone bill D: Anyhoo, thanks so much FFDC for the group hug! and and, Zul and Khairul for calming me down throughout the whole train ride. Told ya, ppl, i have the best bunch of people :D Get jealous! :P Haha! Looking forward to see the most of you tomorrow! Because some can't D: I hope there would be a day when WE ALL are free :D

You know what? Thanks to Arman, i found a video of the Doll Domination tour! OMG! Zul! We gotta go for the tour i tell you! Die die we must! OMG. Seriously. I wanna gooooo! I can't wait for like, 5 months seyh. OMG. I better save up now. To get the best seats! FRONT! Can you imagine what if i see them right infront of my eyes? I will .... (Insert your own prediction) OMG. I myself have no idea. I wanna go! Oh Daddy and Mommy, you have to let me go. I remembered you letting me go if Hilary Duff comes here, but she's not so far. SO! You better let me go for PCD's tour! :D The video below is the intro of the concert (Jumps! Screams! Shouts! Faints!)

Alrighty, till here? OMG. I always end the posts like this :P Kay, lame. But yah. Haha! Take care :D

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

Sucks. takes over. tshirt. sucks!

2009-01-17T15:43:00.013+08:00

"FLASH feat. DC!"

OMG. Haha. (i like those three words) :P i am "back". Been just plain exhausted to blog or whatsoever. Like again, PHOTOBUCKET NOT COOPERATING -.- Haha. Yeahs, it is really tiring to go for everyday dance practices. But hey, i want to. And plus, it is FUN! :D Also, it is for the Crew and myself. I want FFDC to really achieve what we're working for. And give the best of me. I wouldn't be a member if i put personal issues as an excuse when it comes to FFDC. Right? Yeahs. We are so gonna rock! We'll, we'll try out best to. And we know it :D Oh! Oh! Oh! Welcome! To our four new members :D Khairul, Amirah, Haziqah and Hazierah! Woohoo! We're give the jugdes and audience the best we can :D We have a secret. (shhh!) Kay, lame, but still. Haha! Khairul! OMG. You know, we're both ______ ! Haha. Licensed somemore :P Hahaha! Kay, lameeeee :P Hahaha! And and and ZULLLLLLLLLL! Lets think of killer moves yaw! Haha! Remember, we came out with the "seduce the judges" thing for Teacher's Day? Hahah! Lets do that! Haha. OMG. Hell no. Joking! Hehes. WOOHOO! And and, again, i know, RANDOM, but i like Zul's eyes! His eyes are Hazel. (envy) :P

Well well well, what can i say. For the past days, a lot has happen. Like, when it comes to personal issues between other people, friends or whatsoever. Well, have you ever come across a person where it is just really hard to understand that person, and sooner, you'll get really annoyed by like their presence or their actions? Yeahs. Like, they may say this and that, but their actions somehow or rather, contradicts with their words. And that sucks when you fnd out about it right? And come on, to be trusted is a huge thing right? Can you imagine, you bestow your trust to someone to get a task done, the next thing you get is just something that can be done within minutes, or even seconds. Say your greetings to word called "Responsibility" aye. (Forget about it)

Anyhoo, oh, have i mentioned about my results? Oh not. Hmmm, disappointing. Well, yeahs. Upon holding that slip, i could remember shaking, trembling seeing those grades. Especially my grade for my English Language. It sucks seeing that grade. I wonder, where have i went wrong. Seriously. Because of that grade, all the courses that i wanted, that links to the Media Industry, their doors were shut. And i have to choose other courses that fit my interest. Rather hard i must say. And demoralising to know i can't get the courses i've been wanting to get. Well, people work hard to get what they want, and i think i didn't. So, yeahs, i deserve it. Anyhoo, it isn't the end of everything right? Yeahs. I'm okay about it. I just gotta really be serious. And this time, really do keep to my own promise of working my butts off to get great results. So far, majority of my courses are in TP and yeahs, may i get a spot there. I'll get what i deserve to get. Fated, fated it will be :D Anyhoo, my choices are as below :

1. Retail Management (TP)
2. Apparel Design and Merchandising (TP)
3. Psychology Studies (TP)
4. Hospitality And Tourism Management (TP)
5. Retail And Hospitality Design (TP)
6. Visual Communication (TP)
7. Interior Architecture And Design (TP)
8. New Media (RP)
9. Interior Design (SP)
10. Gerontological Management (TP)
11. Millenia Institute Arts
12. Millenia Institute Science

Haha. Yeahs! Majority are design courses. OMG! I better get my first choice. Again, if i am fated to get, i'll get it. Haha! Whatever yeahs Rush. Haha! Anyways, i am god damn addicted to "Risque" by Cute Is What We Aim For and "I Don't Care" by Fall Out Boy. And OMG. FOB is coming to Singapore again 0.0 But oh wells, saving up for the Doll Domination Tour! Most likely, in June 2009, with Lady Gaga and/or Ne-Yo. Isn't it awesome? YEAHS! So worth the price. FRONT SEATS, BACK STAGE! :D Haha! And OMG. Thanks to Arman, i went to watch the sneak peak of PCD's Bottle Pop MV. Surprisingly, i find Kimberly's wardrobe the best. Everything. The hair, the make up and her out fit. OMG. But yeahs. Looking forward to it yaw! And guess what, in Chart Attack, a show in MTV, Hilary Duff's Reach Out is No. 2!! Just behind Britney Spears with Womanizer at No. 1 and infront of David Cook with his "Light On" at No. 3. Haha! In your faces Miley Cyrus fans like Arman and Fee. Because her "Fly On The Wall" is not even in the charts! Haha! The reason why she's "famous" is because of her audience, tweens. Which is children age 12 and below? Haha! Yeahs. Awwhs, too bad. She won't succeed in the industry like that i tell you. Haha! Sorry, i just really don't like herrrrrr :P

Alrighty, till here i guess? (i noticed i always end posts like this) :P

SIGNING OUT; RUSH

WOOHOO.

2009-01-11T11:57:00.003+08:00

"FLASH feat. DC!"

OMG. Results is tomorrow. Yes. "You better text me when you get your results. If not, i am sooo gonna call Mdm. Salenah" said my Mom. And i was like, "What if i die?" And my parents gave me THE look :P But oh wells, they won't scold me or anything. It has always been like that :D Cause they know i did my best, and thats good enough. I'll just get shitz from them if i don't put in effort etc. Yay (; So, tomorrow. (Breaths in and out calmly) Walk in that hall like some Runway :P HAHA. With confidence, was what i meant :P I just can't wait to meet Afiqah, Raihana and Zulaika :D 4/3! Hahas.

Ohohoh, had madrasah just now, and yay! After so long, AFIQAHHHHHHH! :D Looking good aye. Hahas. OMG. This year, all the sec fours combinced class. Cause actually, my batch is the biggest, so they divided into two classes. Now's combined. Apparenly because some opted out etc. Syamir and i were like busy making noises at the back like some ____. What a first day aye? :P Haha! There was a new comer. He sat beside me. I gave one long intro lah :P Haha! But yay, made a new frienddd (: Whattttt... can talk more :P Haha! Anyhoo, Syamir will be joining DanceWorks'09 too. He is in.. Fantastic Crew. OMG. See ya, competitor :D Again, do please be present and support us yeahs? :D Details, later. Haha

Arman and Fee = Green and Red. My two favourite colours! You don't get it right? Arman's fav is green, while Fee's is red. And both are my favs. Kay, lame -.- Haha! Anyhoo, they both ROCK lah :D Arman found the "Magix...." CD. It is a remixer for music. Yeahs :P And his playlist is sooooo worth stealing :P Haha! And Fee is soooo mean (sticks out tongue and squints my eyes) Haha! She fored me to watch this sad video. Spoiled my day lah :P Haha! Joking. WOOOHOO! :D FLASH feat. DC will so rock. We might have 5 more people joining :D OMG. Yay! UHUH! ^^ Looking forward to Tuesday :D

Zul can so be a fashion designer. Like really ^^ You'll see what i mean IF you do get yourself present on the competition day :D He will be like.. telling us what to wear and all. AWESOME kan :D And he made the remix superbly awesome :D OMG. The other half of the Rocking Duos :D He likes to give me suspense you know! Nvm, but yah lah :P Hahaha! And and, oh! I came across this photo. Nicole in the set of PCD's next music video. "Bottle Pop". Nice uhs, the side. Been looking for Ashley's and Jessica's but takder seyh. Gotta be patient -.-

Alrighty, till here. Will update more later :D But you know what, no matter how annoyed you are or whatever shitz, just forget about it. Cause no point wasting your time and letting it affect everything else right? So, yah.

SIGNING OUT; RUSH